I'm realizing that I need to get my life together. Well, I've known that for a while now. I thought getting a job would help. When I did get one, before they dropped me, it almost made things worse. Everyone keeps asking, what about college? So I signed up for a dog training foundations class. I wanted to take it because I think it'd be good, but also to get people off of my back so they don't think I'm just doing nothing with my life.
The reason I need to get myself together is...instead of praying about all of these things, I just tried to appease people. Make them feel proud of me. I don't know what the heck to do with my life. But I'd rather be stuck at home, broke and lost on what to do than at college, broke, in debt, and lost on what to do.
Before I do anything else stupid I need to pray and see what GOD wants me to do about a job and education. I want to do what primarily makes God happy and me happy. If it makes God happy then it doesn't matter if people hate on me. I want to make sure it's me listening to God, though, and not me being a jerk. Because people like to do whatever they want and pretend it's God's will. That's not me. Before I make such a large step, I want to make sure I'm in step with God, not out of step.