i wish i could figure out the reasons i act the way i do sometimes, and respond differently...
i want to heal those places that cause it to be far too easy to act and/or react like a fool.
No healing comes complete through efforts of self overcoming. Belief has a power of its own, doubt dismantles and brings in stress, worry and failure
Is that not what started the whole mess of destruction, Adam and Eve having doubt and partook, and past that on down through the Centuries to us by one act through child birth.
Then God through Son by one act changed that, if we will believe God, that through Son we are first and foremost 100% forgiven, and then after seeing that from God this act of Mercy, is what brings forth new life in the Spirit of God through our new mindsets of thankfulness and praises to God for this underserving grace, making us complete in him through Son, and this is accomplished first by belief and then acceptance that this is truth
Colossians 1:22 in the body of his flesh through death, to
present you holy and unblameable and unreproveable in his sight:
I tried to improve on that being focused on whether I sin or not, only brought forth more sin to deal with, until I finalized the above scripture as fact and accepted it as truth, from God, nothing I can do to make it better, only worse for me in stress and worry whenever I take the drivers seat and try to not sin. when I do not sin, I get proud and boastful, and when I do not stop I get quilt and am afraid. when I finalized I am forgiven it was done in me what I needed all along to be done and that is new life working through me by belief, the power that sets one free. As Christ said it to the woman who had for 12 years menstrual problems, and she just touched his garment and she was healed, Jesus told her it was her belief. See the power her belief, there was no doubt in this woman, and she did as she believed so she received and saw.
What has happened to belief? Man has added works that is what has happened, doubt has set in by whether one has dine the right work or not, and thus we receive not because of doubt(s)
praying this might help inn some way to you