God amazes me. I cannot express the depth of my gratitude towards Him. He kept me from making a decision I shouldn't have made. I tried. I tried hard to follow through with this decision and He simple cut off all avenues for me to follow through. I'm amazed by Him. I'm awed by Him. I'm so in love with His kindness. He didn't have to. He could have allowed me to follow through but I had prayed previously for help to avoid this thing. Everyday, I've prayed and praised Him concerning this thing. For the first time, I feel I've really experienced the whole God will help you and give you a way out when you are tempted thing. I'm 40, and I've never experienced this so vividly. I'm just in awe of who He is. The depth of my sin reminds me of how MAGNIFICENT God is. God's promises are true. I'm a blessed woman.