A while back, I was wondering whether God wanted me to continue with serving in the music ministry at my church. There was change in personnel, and some weird politics that I won't get into. Then I hadn't been notified (their system is an email request) about any services they wanted me in for about six months. During this time, some key positions went unfilled. I figured during the interim period between a resignation and a new hire such things as "there is no one qualified to be interim.... (choir director, or orchestra director, fill in the blank) musician." I figured that maybe they didn't want me leading any rehearsals since I was divorced or something....I didn't really know what to think. I told God that I was okay with staying at my church and serving in the music ministry, or not, or serving somewhere else. I just prayed that I would have ears to hear Him as He led.
I shared before that I responded to an ad for a church musician. This was during this six month or so period where I got no notice that I was needed. This other church is anything but Christian, so I stayed put and didn't pursue anything there. In November, I got a request to serve. By this time, I had begun booking piano lessons on our rehearsal day, so I was kind of limited, but still managed a little bit.
I recently got an email SOS from a member of a community choir I am in. Their church is in desperate need of a piano player and choir accompanist. Originally it was to be to get them through this last Sunday and their Christmas Eve and Christmas day services. But unfortunately, their regular pianist is terminally ill and they want me there permanently now.
So I am kind of between churches right now. My 12 y.o. is enjoying my old church's children's program, which is quite good, and I don't want to take her away from that. I'm transitioning from Baptist church culture to Lutheran church culture, from a more free format service to a very scripted service, from volunteering my time and musical talents to getting paid for it, and from a lobby with coffee to a very social group that is big on coffee, pastries and endless potlucks. Though I don't feel I really have a church "home" right now, I think this is exactly where the Lord wants me.
I hope I don't get fat.