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New movie about Noah coming out this year. Hmm not sure if it will be good :/ some biblical movies are just a little far fetched.
Did you see the TV mini-series one a few years ago? It was horrible! It had weird anachronisms like having Lot as one of the characters. It became more enjoyable when I told myself it was a comedy.
 

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This is so beautiful.
 
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*hopes Monica sees this* I love juice :)! I'd like to do more whole-juice things, but at the moment it's more juice drink things that we make (my mom cans the organic berries we grow with water and some sugar; really convenient). Yes, I can't take much sugar, acid or spice. No hot peppers for me. Sadly, it cuts out most Asian food, but oh well. The lemon water would probably work if I ate something w/ fat first.

I'm rather the same; I get light headed if I don't eat enough. It's usually eggs first for me, usually sunny side up. Do you heat the muffins in the microwave, or actually cook them that way? Sounds tasty; I love flax muffins :)!


i laughed when i read your comment about spicy food. while i can handle sour, i cannot handle spicy. i'm actually super fussy and picky when it comes to food--and i like my food as spicy as a saltine cracker. i also believe that sugar is rather toxic, so i don't do much of it --just as a treat. i'm crazy about asian, but only the whimpy-not-hot kind. i.e. sashimi/sushi....

as to the flax muffin - here's the basic version (though i tend to mix it up and change it around -- it's pretty forgiving in that respect)

to one mug add the following ingredients:

1/4 c golden flax seed meal
1/2 t baking powder
~ 1/4 t stevia powder (i'm sure you could use the real thing, but you'll probably need to add to the cook time)
1 t cinnamon (cassia cinnamon if you have it)
1 egg
1 t oil (i always use unrefined coconut oil, but i'm sure you could use what suits you)
the teeniest tiniest pinch of sea salt

stir all the dry ingredients together, and then add the liquid items and stir. if you use coconut oil like i do, i always melt it for about 10 seconds as well, prior to adding it to the mix

microwaves vary but i'm going to estimate ~ 1 min for 1000-1100 watt micro (my 1300 watt does it in 45 seconds)

i often add very finely chopped nuts, berries ( couple teaspoons - add 30 seconds extra time) and have even added raw cacao powder to the coconut oil and then mixing to make chocolate muffins. it's really very versatile. also, whatever you do, don't overcook it. it'll be moist when it first comes out, but is just right after about 30-60 seconds (for me anyway). i usually enjoy with a pat of butter.

it's a huge time saver too, and there are no stale leftovers. i can eat this while i'm driving a stick shift, which should tell you how not messy it is.

you'll have to try it and let me know what you think. i think you should add some of those berries! : )
 
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New movie about Noah coming out this year. Hmm not sure if it will be good :/ some biblical movies are just a little far fetched.
I'd love to see a movie about King David, but not watered down. Realistic war scenes, all of that good stuff.
 

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YUM :)! I definitely want to try that, Monica! Probably for lunch in a half hour or so. I'll try to let you know right away how I like it. Just to verify, it only has a teaspoon of coconut oil? I'll use that kind. Also, I'll look right now to see what stevia I have in the house. Is the stevia powder ground leaves from the stevia plant? We grew some, but I'm not sure if that's the way we preserved it.
 

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I guess love, love won't keep them together. I wonder who will get custody of Muskrat Susie and Muskrat Sam?
seriously? they're musk RATS--rodents!!! how long can they live? i don't think there's enough love to keep any of them "together"?

i think my brother had a gerbil or hamster for about a year or so. that awful thing smelled like dirty socks plus musty attic smell. i've never understood the appeal of bringing actual rodents into your home. that's like inviting the chickenpox to a birthday party...
 

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YUM :)! I definitely want to try that, Monica! Probably for lunch in a half hour or so. I'll try to let you know right away how I like it. Just to verify, it only has a teaspoon of coconut oil? I'll use that kind. Also, I'll look right now to see what stevia I have in the house. Is the stevia powder ground leaves from the stevia plant? We grew some, but I'm not sure if that's the way we preserved it.
yes, stevia is from a plant. i've made it with xilitol as well. but i've never made it with anything but those two . i'm sure anything could be used, but you'll have to adjust for the add'l liquid. sugar as you may know can add a decent amount of moisture, depending upon how much you use.

and yes, only 1 teaspoon of oil. i hope you enjoy it as much as i do. : )
 
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Chest pains are keeping me awake...and worried. :/
Hope you're doing OK. I woke up in the middle of the night once with a lot of pain but kinda like in my stomach/chest - I don't know. Anyway, I let it go too long and it turned out to be my appendix and then it turned into a real mess. Anyway, please let us know! Thanks -
 

Jilly81

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Oh, yes, we grew stevia a few years ago, and I think we dried some of the leaves and saved them. I just wasn't sure if the powder you use has been changed. Since yours sounds like they took the bitter out, I'll just use extra ground stevia from two summers ago and if it's bitter, I'll alter it next time.

I just tasted some leaves, and there's a chance that this muffin will be "sweetened" with some other mild herb; not positive I have the correct leaf in this jar XD!

Why didn't I label this, seriously?
 
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YUM :)! I definitely want to try that, Monica! Probably for lunch in a half hour or so. I'll try to let you know right away how I like it. Just to verify, it only has a teaspoon of coconut oil? I'll use that kind. Also, I'll look right now to see what stevia I have in the house. Is the stevia powder ground leaves from the stevia plant? We grew some, but I'm not sure if that's the way we preserved it.
And, for a real good time, change that 't' to 'T,' as in 'tablespoon, then you can have muffins that really 'POP!,' that take no flacks from no one, kiddies :D -


How big is your Chia pet collection, jilly :D

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Hey, itoreHis, Jim, brother, I see no where in your last post one word and it will immensely, immeasurably, help you in this time of need. Try to have faith to cook up your thoughts with Him in them, always. He burns to want to have you come to Him in life, especially when the chips are down because He will bring you out of that situation feeling like an iron chef, and, into 'the taste' of Himself. :)

You're life is sooo not pathetic, not sure what your definition of perfection is, but, it should be God in it, that's perfect, all the other stuff around it is fluss. Is that a word? Anyway, you are a great poet, a confiding type friend that wears his heart on his sleeve and does seek God, doesn't He, whenever the thought of life STARTS to get Him down. Let Him finish your down sentence for you, and, I guarantee you, He won't finish it badly, it will be good, for God is good and He IS 'the author and perfector of our faith.' Faith in Him, read those words posted on Philippians 3, if you haven't and , if you have, then, read them again, bro. The Lord leads :)

Here's a joke to start off your day, Poet Laureate Jim (I will be hearing these words someday, I expect to :) ) :

What is a shark's favorite salad ? Chef salad :D


So, 'pathetic'? Au Contraire. You ARE, if you believe in Him, in a perfect world every day that you give it to Him and, most importantly, keep Him as the MAIN INGREDIENT in it.
 

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Ridiculous life updates from iTOREtheSKY #4869414 (warning...long...just skip over if of no interest)

So....just to let anyone know who's been following my silly "life struggles" as of late an update or two.
My credit union didn't even notice or seem to care that the check I presented them this past Monday had another 1st name on it,which I so artistically changed to my name with a blue pen. This was cool...praise God! It saved me having to track down this guy & his g/f and smote them for the screw up & somehow try & get my washer & dryer back. (ok,I wouldn't have smite...smoted? lol them..yeah)

Monday before work I called my apt. manager...he was cool about stuff. (again...Praise God) wasn't expecting him to act civil to be honest. Just told him I didn't have the 2K and that he'd have to in fact evict me. I would be out on/by the 3rd of Feb and if he wanted me to come by & sign the eviction notice or stop by after I got home from work I would do so. He just said that he trusted me and all he wanted was for me to call him when I was leaving to come do a walk-through of the place & get the keys from me...that he'd contact the owner (guy I pay my rent to who lives in CA) and let him know.

Kinda had a strange feeling all day at work I'd come home & have a message from the owner. But anyways...before I tell you all what his message said I'll just tell you what the guy I commute to work told me. He had this plan...because I had emailed him & asked if he'd be willing to drive me to NY if/when I got evicted,then I could stay with a friend of mine for a few weeks or whatever..etc...So he said He couldn't drive me to NY,but he'd use his credit card to buy me a train or a bus ticket,and take me to UPS and pay for whatever stuff I wanted to keep,have it mailed to wherever I am landing in NY. So I was like ..."wow"...that's pretty generous. Said he's take me around to tie up loose ends here on Friday or whatever. So I am currently researching a few thing's as far as travel...and I have to contact a friend in NY about an idea I have,which actually might be a better way of me getting there. I'm sort of worried about the transfer in Boston...lot's of deets about why,pointless to get into here...but yeah...so God is helping me get the heck outta dodge,er...so to speak.

Ok..so Monday was my last day at work..talked to my leader...everything was fine..they removed me from the schedule,and she was very supportive,understanding. So that was odd,because I was amazed that I felt a little sad,knowing I would never be back to work there again. I can honestly say that I have never made so much money an hour to basically do nothing,other than talk to people & sort hold their hands...lol but Yeah,it was oddly surreal turning in my badge & knowing I won't be back next season...or the year after or...well you get it.

One other amazing thing happened at work. In 7 years there I've never taken a call like this. I am actually feeling a little emotional as I type & share this with you,because this was 100% God. Like Him in some crazy way speaking to me through someone else.
I spent at least 15 or 20 mins talking to this man. He must have been in his 70's but he sounded like he was 50. This call was concerning a pair of pants he'd bought from us which he'd just now gotten around to wearing...but his wife washed them,and there was an issue with the pants,which we took care of. The thing is this...the story he asked if he could share with me if I had a minute... I told him "Sure..go ahead." Now mind you...there really was no reason for him to tell me this.After I asked him about when his wife purchased the pants & something about the account,he then said about his wife this & then hence,why he asked if he could share with me this story... he said:" I thank God every single day for my beautiful wife...she saved my life & has made me the happiest man ever...God knew what I wanted & she was everything,she was perfect for me,and we've been together for 49 years...since the day I picked her up in the gutter."

So I thought that was sweet..but sort of chuckled at the end where he said he picked her up in the gutter..I thought he might have been joking...and he sort of laughed too..but he said: "No,I'm serious...I truly did..that's where I found her"...I was like "Huh? what?" lol So he proceeded to tell me why...but to make a long story short...her & a few other women had been working in some sort of factory/business,whatever and I guess back in the day it wasn't entirely uncommon for whatever machine or something to do with an exhaust or whatever to catch on fire...but the smoke it would create was like horribly toxic and so what had happened is the people who'd been working had inhaled some of this smoke and they'd run out to the street...some actually were passed out..or sick..or half out of it. His now wife was the sister of the drunk friend in his backseat of the car,and his friends had said..I think I just saw my sister lying on the side of the street with some other women...so that's how this guy met his wife...they turned around went back,and he met her..literally helped her out of the gutter & too her and some other people to the hospital for help.
Anyways...so after telling me this story..he kept going on about how him & his wife go to church,and how much he loves her,how they have 2 kids & now 5 grand children..how she is the love of his life,and how every day he loves her more & more...about how God knew what he needed and has blessed them so richly with one another. He went on to say how no matter what in life comes at you that God is always watching you..caring for you...wanting all the best thing's for you.
In all my 7 years,I've NEVER had a customer talk or mention anything to me about God,or His goodness...or how in love they were with their spouse. The whole thing was just so amazing to listen to,and I told the guy I commute to work with this story on the way home,and he said :"That was God letting you know that he has your future under control,that thing's are gonna work out for you"...So yeah...I kinda think maybe that's the case...even though everything seems kinda a mess at the moment...there is promise of an awesome future.

*The thief comes to steal,kill & destroy* Seems like as soon as there is a moment where you are encouraged by God or His word...there's the devil bringing the cares of the world to your doorstep. Like a nightmarish door to door salesman. Relentless. Always trying new ways to get you to "buy" his product. Which is always fear,sadness,anxiety,worry,doubt..all those wonderful little horrors we pick up daily instead of clinging for dear life to the promises of God in His word through Christ Jesus.
...so...remember how I said that the owner of the building would call me? Just kinda knew there'd be a message for me flashing. Sure enough. I listened,as this man calmly oddly said: "So,I got a text this morning from the apt manager telling me that you don't have the 2K...what happened? I thought you were sending me the $$$...I'm just curious as to know your situation as to why you don't have the money.I would like to to call me...and just to let you know...I will be pursuing legal action against you..I will hire a lawyer and you will pay me every cent. Call me...thanks!"

So that's where I am on all that. I never called him. I'm not gonna argue with this guy. I'm not sure why he thinks I'm not going to pay him. I don't recall ever telling him that...and he has no reason to think I wouldn't. After all,he's the one who won't accept a few hundred $$$'s a week...he'd rather have yet another empty apartment that he has to heat than at least have an honest tenant giving him some money. So,we'll see what happens. I can't imagine he's go through all that...and besides..he's got my security deposit,so technically I only owe him like $1,300...anyways...so yeah...epic report about nothingness and my not really crazy but still sort of stressful life at the moment. Thanks for the prayers.
Itore, this is your truth and I understand for I am in this type of situation, but mine came from having to go to emergency room within three days of leaving my Job in vegas to my new job in Utah. On my way ended up in emergency room 11-16- 2012, had to use all, my credit to get by the n ext year and having no job, being 100% disabled with creditors climbing all over me.
I tried to explain my situation and there is nothing I can do, did they listen no, I asked for Mercy, and got none, yet God who is Faithful has to this day seen me through, and I trust God to get me through, and if needed my bills will be paid for God knows my situation and yours too. For God will never leave us nor forsake us, and will show you through, you are safe in the hand of God and have learned not to chase anyone down that owes me, and give them the Mercy God has given me
This is given to you too, So stand in your truth and learn without fear through this whole thing, trusting God for God has much better in store for you, getting out of the mess you are in.
Stand in trust to God through this, 9it is what it is
 

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Anyone else have random spurts of depression that come out of nowhere?
I think that is not uncommon to all mankind, and we all are growing to live above our circumstances learning to cut out the middle man, the thief that came to steal, kill and destroy, seeing what Christ came to do and that was to give us new life in the Spirit of God, the same Spirit that led Christ. How awesome is that?
 

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I just went to the market for some instant coffee and a few items and, wow, I found myself staring at the beer thinking for a moment to buy one. I haven't had a drink in 19 1/2 months and even now my brain still tries to trick me.

Thank you Jesus Christ for another day sober.
Remember this Praus it is God that had delivered you, not you, and the enemy wants to get you fighting and thinking about this enough to cause to to retreat backwards, I am an ex alcoholic too 30 years now, and have been shown this trick of the enemy to get us to ponder old things, tricking us into doing it again, as you see already, praise God for this and put your thinking on thanking God for God's deliverance
Love to you Brother
 

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If anyone is the example of showing commitment, it's Jesus. I think to help me overcome this fear, I need to study how he was committed to humanity. He being the perfect example and role model, it might help to calm the nerves.
Sister Christ was led by the Holy Spirit of Father and ahs sent this same Holy Spirit of Father to lead you, when you mdecide to trust Father in all things through Christ, fear leaves
1 John 4:18
There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.
 

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Yeah, it's that guy that I asked out. He is interested in seeing where this goes. I wanted to date him, and still do. Just scared I guess. Fear of making the wrong choice. Fear of putting my heart out there.
Tell him exactly who you are hold nothing back, so later on down the road, there are no lies from you and you know you were honest and if he can't handle truth he leaves, hallelujah and move on. A lot of relationships are unfortunately built on lies and makeup, we try to appear as someone we are not, and much travail follows with that to much troubles, that could have been avoided if truth was said from both sides from the start, We as people are taught from birth to be fakes, and television does not help in this matter, as in actors
 

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I think people in the south need to learn to drive in the snow. Watching the news regarding snow in Atlanta and who they're blaming for not knowing about this weather. I guess they are blaming the weather forecasters. Apparently they only called for a dusting, I think that's pretty much all they got. Around here freezing rain and snow is just called Monday.
Nothing has changed it is the same as in the beginning, not me Lord it was the woman and the woman said it was the serpent, holding oneself accountable is difficult but freeing when one does finally accept responsibility for their actions and reactions
 

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woke up this morning. i am allowing the cares of my pathetic world scare me. i desperately want to be strong in all of this but in the core of me i feel like i just cant take another day of this. i want to lay down and stop fighting. i know i won't,but that is 100% how i feel at this moment. i cant seem to focus on even putting dishes or mugs into a box...knocking on the neighbors door and asking them if they want or need things. i feel like i will burst into tears. i'm not someone who cries. yet i find right now that i can't even form a proper thought without wanting to emotionally breakdown.

part of me is so glad to finally be leaving this place...this state...in my heart,deep down,if i'm honest,i really don't want to go back to ny. it hasn't been my home in 15 yrs...so much has changed. theres a few people i want to see and spend time with but there's nothing truly there for me...i don't know anymore. i feel so freaking lost...displaced....the reality is hitting me so hard this morning & i don't even know why? my life could be worse. other people i know are in much tougher situations...why am i so selfish? i feel so helpless...i want to help others and yet i am a complete mess inside today. i feel trapped...still. what am i being crushed under...what is it that is so bad that i have allowed myself this morning to give in to?????

not sure if I can go out in public today...i think i might just stay in & put together the boxes i need to mail...get them ready to take to ups tomorrow or whatever.
i am being so random...i apologize. to be honest i don't know why i feel the need to lay bare all this to you.am i just that completely narcissistic?
i have to put on my mask. have to go out ...sit and get my hair cut...be polite and act like nothing is wrong. i'll have to make small talk with various people. i don't know how to let go today.

i just want to see my best friend. thats all i can think of this morning. they understand me...get me...always make me feel like there's hope. they're one of those people you meet in life that you know God has given you & placed in your life as a sort of tangible expression of his love for you. maybe thats a stupid way of describing it...i don't know. all i know is...ugh,I'll shut up now.
Truly it is best to vent. If one does not vent then those stinking thinking thoughts take control and emotions that you are feeling cause explosions to one degree or another.
There is our mind that is controlled by truth or emotions. Think about why did God say to renew our minds after belief? Romans 12:2
Now in John 10:10 if you see the thief as emotions that lead over truth, one is depressed and in turmoil and not facing truth. or wanting to and the stinking thinking takes control. Which ic what is tryin g to happen to you.
Is it truth right now where you are at? Can any emotional response change this fact? You are at where you are at. will anything change it?
Maybe without you knowing it, you are right now at where you are to be at. Can you give this all up to God and start to trust God and quit viewing it as punishment, when it is for your perfection from God to teach you, are you listening.?
If you want to get past and go forth maybe accept what is as it is and then healing starts Brother. I know in this last year after the emergency room I could not begin to heal until I accepted it is what it is, whether I liked it or not, Healing never started until I accepted the reality of what took place.
Please go to God and say thank you for the mess you are in, and be healed Brother, at least the starting of it. Go where you got to, God sees what God has in store for you, we do not: for none of us can see the future, yet we can learn much from the past
People, this world including ourselves, know how to give good gifts to one another, and do not, unless we see benefits in it.
Yet God will never give you a snake only what is good for you in the long run over the short run. This is something you are in the middle of to learn right here right now from God
Truth: you are where you are and it is what it is, whether you, like it or not, So go forth with what you have and make the best out of it, you know in your own heart what truth is, kick out the emotion, it causes havoc and quilt in your time of need as is what it is doing trying to destroy you
Stand fast in this thanking God that through Son you are a forgiven person, and now move forward learning from all, your mistakes taking accountability for them and ask God to cause you to walk upright in God, being in the lead.
Please make the choice and watch watch what God does. It is amazing no matter how long it takes, Faith 100% makes the difference
 

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K, first off, I hope you guys try Monica's flax muffin recipe, here's the link ---> http://christianchat.com/christian-...s-consciousness-thoughts-506.html#post1389506 . For the record, if you accidentally use an unknown dried herb (such as what may be lemon balm; still not sure :eek:) that has lost most of its flavor and scent, you will want some honey on it, most likely. Also, after the first muffin, I tried using just a wee bit of table sugar (perhaps a half teaspoon) instead of the stevia, and it worked fine. Great w/ peanut butter, and I still put a little bit of honey on top as well. Also, my microwave is 1250 watts and the 45 seconds is plenty. In fact, watch and make sure it doesn't spill over the top. I think it wouldn't have done so, because it's almost cooked by the time it gets that high in the cup, but anyway. Also, for the second muffin I just eyeballed most of the ingredients and it still turned out fine. It's been about an hour and it's sitting really well, too :).