Last night, some people from the worship team and I stayed up late practising some new songs. At first I started off my usual shy self in regards to my violin playing, but eventually I became so sick of being frustrated I just let loose and gave the Lord what little courage I had. Then everyone else did, and oh man did His presence come.
We played for close to four hours straight, we literally couldn't bring ourselves to stop. There came a time when we started 'Spirit break out', which ended up being a song that lasted for about 30 minutes. We lost most of the structure of the song because it led to a spontaneous outpouring of our hearts. I couldn't sleep last night, and today, I feel an immense buzz, peace, grace and richness oozing out of me.
Worship is not just a giving on our end, it is also a receiving from an Almighty God who delights in His children. God is so good. Can't wait to get back to that place. I think I'm turning in to a junkie.