Eh, you and I have been here about the same amount of time, Zero, and I've noticed that you have these spells every now and then.
I know you get frustrated--we all do.
Over the years, I've seen you announce that you're leaving many, many times here on CC... but remember, there are always people who tell you how much you're needed and how much they want you to stay
, so you despite your always saying you don't have friends, you really do! Some of us have taken a lot of time and effort to get to know you, even if it's just through reading your posts.
One thing I also know for sure, you may take a break for a while, but you always come back.
It's ok... we all do that sometimes. I have a tendency to quietly "Ninja In and Out" myself. Take a break and come back when you're ready.