I had my cat, the one who climbed to my shoulder, but that is not to say: It´s enough!
I won´t say CC is enough, although I have liked some people here (I won´t say who).
I won´t say: "Jesus loves me", because it is not a direct (or personal) relationship I need, because I know Him by written letters (the Bible) and that is not a real "relationship", an interactive one I can boast or be proud of.
I know I "love" my mother, but not the way I could cuddle her (or she me) and I know she loves me (she was crying, worried and shedding tears because she thought I was about to die these passed days) the way she can (same as I can).
Loneliness depends on me, depends on others; but basically depends on my faults, my lack, my shortage and many things I LACK (I made more wrong decisions I am aware of).
I´m not childless! But I vasectomized to avoid them again.
I divorced, because I made a wrong decision marrying the wrong person (and I was the wrong person of her choice, too).
All of us need someone.
I want and love my children, but I am not the one they need (although I enjoy Alexangerla love, a "daughter who adopted me as her dad) but she needs her real biological dad (her mother told her "he is dead").
I am not alone because I love those who are alive, and also love those who are dead (but I don´t cling to this feeling: They are not here, and I cannot be there, where somebody could be missing me up).
Alone, but no alone.
Loving and loved, but in the company of those I miss when being missed or dismissed...