she was a good friend though, she didnt laugh when that happened like some ppl would have
But it so happens whenever I wear something someone else thinks I look good in something comes along to ruin the whole experience
for example, one time a friend went to bali and bought me back a t shirt that said BALI on it. Which by the way I never asked for, cos I dont ask ppl for gifts when they go away
anyway I was like, oh thanks because, well she hadnt invited me I was just looking after her house and daughter while she was away
but I felt odd because she really wanted me to wear this t shirt
and I really didnt want to because I know if I did people would ask me if Id been and I hadnt
and it would be awks
she kept asking me was I wearing it?
and I was like ok it was black and I dont like wearing black it gets too hot in summer, so I just said no its too hot
and then the tshirt mysteriously disappeared
yea I just get given clothes like a rag doll lol, just wear peoples cast offs whatever, but actually I like choosing my OWN clothes I dunno, its just gives me something thats me- after all Im the one wearing it I guess and know what fits and suits. Other people just dont.
Maybe they dont know how it feels to be dressed up like a doll and paraded around ..for women its a thing we never really seem to be in control of. everyone is looking and judging. always.