if you are free from sin and have control why do you follow the righteousness of the law instead of christ? that makes no sense for the righteousness of christ is the law is fulfilled inside of you, then why do you try to be righteous in yourself?
I know you are looking at things from a different view point, but look at that verse of Shaul's I just quoted.
I know its not your intent, but the doctrine you are saying is like "since you have been forgiven why not do what ever you want?"
Humbling myself before Yahweh is not being righteous "in myself" it is trying to be the kind of person Yahweh and Yahshua want me to be.
This verse is not about following Yahweh's instructions, its about the jews making their own religion and not submitting to what Yahweh has layed beforethem:
Romans 10:3, "Since they, being ignorant of the righteousness that comes from Yahweh, and seeking to establish their own
righteousness, have not submitted to Yahweh's drighteousness."
I was brought up with the doctrine that this verse was saying they wouldnt have faith in Jesus (which they didnt, so it easily fits) but instead only followed the Law. If you know anythinthing (If i remember correctly you know a lil about hte talmud) about Yahshua words the rabbis/pharisees/jew/those of judaism DO NOT follow yahweh's Law, they follow rabbinical law. Shaul grew up a pharisee, he spent most his life in this teaching, this is what he was soeaking against, same as Yahshua did:
Mark 7:7-9, "But in vain do they worship Me, teaching as doctrine the commandments of men. For laying aside the Law of Yahweh, you hold the tradition of men! Then He said to them:
How well you reject the Law of Yahweh, so that you may keep your own tradition!"
I dont keep Yahweh's Law for self righteousness or to be justified by it, I follow it because it details in complete explanation the kind of person yahweh and Yahshua wants us to be, when I do trangress, I feel guilty and ask for mercy and set my mind in act and in prayer to have the strength to turn from these sins. It has been very fruitful thus far, Yahweh willing it will continue on this path.
PS I do follow the Messiah, I take to heart to do what He said