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I don't serve anyone. I work and provide for my family... If that's what your getting at.
As a father, you want the best for your family right? Then what? You get old and pass, following your wife and kids, grandkids, and so forth. Into what? A hopeless end?
Why even live if there is no joy after this life? Or even in this life?
A lot of questions, a lot of thinking can make one commit suicide...because they don't have hope...It's sad intothevoid.
Will you even be remembered by your grandchildrens children?