Let me share a bit of my testimony to encourage you. I used to be caught up in the party-hardy lifestyle before I got saved. At a party one night I met woman that seemed to care about me, and we hit it off. We went through a whirlwind romance, and six months later we were getting married, and six months after that she demanded a divorce on Christmas Eve, no less. Telling me that she wanted a divorce because I could not earn enough money to buy her what she wanted in life. What a reason! I hit bottom BIG TIME, and the following week, I attempted suicide three times. After that third attempt, something in me BROKE, (I think it was the pride of running my own life, my own way.); and I found myself on my knees in my bedroom weeping like a baby, crying out for forgiveness, and surrendering complete control of my life to JESUS.
I knew from the beginning that HE was really going to do something in my life, and even TRUSTED that HE would bring the woman into my life that HE WANTED ME TO MARRY, my soul mate. I noticed when I started studying the WORD, via a radio Program called "GRACE TO YOU", my new living human spirit in me, started growing LEAPS AND BOUNDS. Then one night about 10 months later, it happened. A mutual friend introduced me to my soul mate. I knew from the very first night, she was who GOD had for me. Her spirit was ministering to my spirit, and my spirit was ministering to hers. It was like we had known each other our whole lives, but we had just met. We have been married very happily now for 34 years, and have continually grown spiritually together, and more and more in love.