The more I think about it the more it makes sense that God probably wants me to stay single. Every guy I have ever been interested in has gone out of my life as fast as they came in - quite suddenly.
Maybe it is forever, maybe it isn't. I know I'm young, so I have time to figure things out. But honestly, I don't really have much interest in getting a boyfriend anyway. At least, not now. It used to hurt, seeing my friends getting into relationships and even getting married (the disadvantage of being part of a homeschooled community is a lot of them get married off pretty quick when they're around nineteen and early twenties.). But I don't even care anymore, honestly.
Maybe this will change, maybe not. We will see.