I amuse myself sometimes. I wanted to be all humdrum and be like, "Everyone's getting into a relationship. Well, where's my guy?? Probably gone and turned himself into a toad, never to be seen again."
And then I realize, wait a sec, here. I'm 18. 2 years from now I'm gonna look at myself and I'm gonna think I was crazy for thinking I should have a boyfriend. I don't care how many of my friends and people my age are dating and think they love someone. At this day and age, no one at 18 fully knows what love and commitment truly is.
I sure don't, and if I'm gonna date someone, I don't need to put them through some dumb emotional roller coaster. I want to be at my best emotionally, spiritually, physically... Life is going to give us enough crap, no need to add immaturity into the mix. Granted no one is perfect, but there's a point in life where you know that if you tried anything with anyone if they even had interest in you (which no one has ever mentioned having interest in me), it'd go down in flames.
So yeah. Praise God that He knows what He's doing and that if He wants me to marry, I will, and it'll feel right, and the timing will be His perfect timing. So glad God's looking out for me and has my back.