It's hard, to l something you can't easily find in other people. It's even harder when, it seems like no one is interested in what you're looking for. I can't stop looking, but maybe what I searched for in others was never there at all, but despite of how natural my conclusion seemed, who am I to come to that conclusion at all? That's what makes this so difficult to figure out. Maybe it just doesn't matter, or least it doesn't matter as much as I thought.
I don't want to look for it anymore, but I can't stop. I can't stop looking for this seemingly fabled salvageable piece, and it makes me wonder who is capable of having something so extremely rare?