You are starting to come around and believe in God. That is good. Just because you have never seen anyone healed of DID does that mean no one ever has? You are a smart man. You say God has chosen to act with Paper holders rather than ministers that just accept His knowledge. Why do you think this is? Most ministers fail just like you to remember that this is GOD. This isn't a professor. This is God. Don't you think the best person for God to work through is one that has no concept of the long arduous concepts that are taught? When one is taught it takes three days to mow there one acre lawn and are given one of those old time push mowers and by shear strength push and push and push and get it done in the time it was said and has no concept of zero turn mowers or tractor pulled ten foot deck finish mowers the one who pushed and pushed and pushed would never benefit from the better way if he never went to the store and seen the machines that are offered today. I have a zero turn lawn mower and the mental health profession has a push mower. Don't put God in a box. These people are hurting NOW. Lets get them healing NOW. You speak of yourself as one of God's best servants that has taken years to acquire this knowledge. When I started in this ministry it took me weeks to mold into what God wanted me to be. Within months some of the top men of God in my field were sending to me the cases they could not handle. Brother do not discount God. It sounds like you practice still. Before every session pray that God shows you what He wants. And accept it even if it goes against what you have been taught and go with it.
The Bible states clearly to study to show yourself approved unto God [2 Tim 2.15]. The Bible shows us clearly that the anointing of preparation is indeed real and time consuming.
This is yet another example of what you you state does not line up with the Word of God. You are a poser, fraud, and fake. God does not hand you anything, you earn his trust and he matures you, you exercise your faith and he equips you, you abide in him and he completes you.
God does not allow you in a matter of weeks to fight the enemy in special operations spiritual warfare you are claiming. God will never let you even see evil manifested until he can trust you to handle it.
For example:
Moses was 40 when he fled Egypt and then spent another 40 years working for his Father in law in the wilderness. God was proving and training Moses in the practical during the 40 years he spent working for Jethro in that wilderness.
This 40 year training period allowed Moses to know the land, where the water would be at, how to survive in the harsh terrain, to know the weather patterns, no which dangerous animals and reptiles to stay away from. How to keep himself and others healthy from disease. God taught Moses through 40 years on the backside of the wilderness everything he would need know in the natural to spend another 40 years with thousands of people.
When God saw he could handle the natural is when he anointed him for the supernatural and not one day before.
This is but one of countless examples of how God builds up men and women to accomplish his will on the earth. The anointing of preparation is real and you make a mockery out of it. You mock those of us that have paid the price through trials, testings, refinements, and getting education and wisdom and then letting God add his super to his natural in our lives.
You are nothing son, but a a deceived, delusional attention getter, that cannot even spell, form complete written thoughts, or has any Bible knowledge to back up his lies from hell!
I said it before and I will say it again. As a Vet, I see people like you on military chat board sall the time. Talking up how special you are. Bragging about the special operations exploits, you were engaged in. How you were picked from Basic training and whisked away to speiaclforcessealscoutsniperparerescueairborneranger training before graduating Basic/boot camp and cannot prove or say anything, because it was so top secret.
All those poser clowns do is dress the part and pin medals, jump wings, Tridents to chests and are only stealing honor, Valor and rep from the real quiet professionals that have BTDT!
Well sonny boy, you are being called out now as a poser in the kingdom, because there are some quiet kindom professionals that have BTDT for the Kingdom and understand its not about the Holy Spirit gifts given to do things, the anointing they receive that empowers them to destroy the yoke, no sir, they worship the gift giver and the anointed one! They suffer hardship as a good soldier of Christ Jesus. They never entangle themselves in the affairs of everyday life, so that he may please the one who enlisted him as a soldier. Circumstances do not move them, they fight the good fight of faith and latch onto things eternal, They are overcomers by the blood of the lamb and the word of their testimony do not love their life, even when faced with losing it.