Hi J4E,
I can't speak for everyone, possibly other people experience things differently, to
be honest I have not really discussed this before to find out from others. That's one
of the great things about CC it makes you think!
With me I just sort of know or things come to mind that I just have to do and feel it
is important to do, without any logical reason. I suppose when this happens it is
a still small inner voice but it sounds like me, or maybe you might call it a hunch, I've
never really thought about it to try to explain it. I still have free will I can refuse
or I can obey.
These are a couple of examples for you if this helps.
1) When I can, I say hello to the new people in the new introduction forum.
On a few occasions I have got a feeling about a specific person that they
are not here with good intent or something is wrong. Their introductory post
is quite normal and raises no concerns, it's just a strong feeling I get.
Whenever this has happened I say hello like all the others etc and give them the
benefit of the doubt in case it's just me. But then not much later I see they
have been banned and I know that feeling was right and it was a warning.
This has happened a few times now.
2) On one occasion not too long ago I greeted someone and got that feeling. Then that
person sent me a pm to say hello back and to thank me for my friendship asking about me.
When I read the pm I instantly felt a strong feeling of caution, although he said nothing wrong
in the pm at all. I was very careful of what I said and didn't give anything out about myself.
The next day I noticed he had been banned and I felt my caution was justified and
thanked God for the warning.
3) A year or two ago, I was doing some shopping and I felt the overwhelming urge to
buy an elderly friend a mobile phone. As far as i was aware she had never had a mobile
phone before and I didn't know if she would be able to use one - she was over 80 at
the time. I could not shake off this feeling so I spent some time going around different
shops looking for a phone which was simple and with a keyboard, rather than a touch screen
keyboard. Also something with larger buttons etc.
In the end I choose a Nokia phone, as I bought it I felt a strong sense of joy and excitement
and couldn't wait to give her it. I immediately got on the bus and headed for home and on my
way home I stopped by her house.
I knocked on the door and said that I hoped she didn't mind but I had something for her, a mobile
phone. She just looked at me and said "is it a Nokia!" I said yes! Then we both just burst out
laughing on the door step. Both of us knew something amazing had happened but we were laughing
too much to say why.
She then later in the house she explained she had thought about buying a mobile phone but could
not afford it, but she felt God tell her he would provide a phone and it would be a Nokia!
We both felt so blessed that day!
4) There has been many times I have felt tired, weary, burdened etc but as soon as I have
put on a worship CD or prayed, or started reading the bible. An overwhelming sense of Gods
presence has become apparent. At times I have felt bogged down or burdened and the
burden has just been lifted and replaced with a sense of gratitude and sense that everything
is going to be okay. That happened early this year when my aunt wasn't well and ended up
in hospital (I look after my elderly aunt).
There has been numerous other occasions too many to mention.
I find the more you align yourself with God's will the more closer you become to him
and the more you attune to that still small internal voice, who also instructs, convicts and
brings understanding, I have never heard an audible voice incidentally.
Ps I am just a normal weak human being. The more I recognise my
weakness the more I have to rely on His strength. I wouldn't want to come across as
someone who knows it all. I really don't! I get things wrong, say stupid things and am
still learning. I don't think that learning process will end until the next life.
All I know is that I am nothing without Jesus.
incidentally on the matter of the trinity - I think I may have posted this somewhere else.
But I struggled with the trinity also. Then one afternoon I went for a nap and had a dream
that I was reading a book. Only instead of their being two pages open in front of me, there
was 3 pages.
Each page had the head and shoulders of a person and under each picture was a written
description of each person. In the dream I looked at the pictures and description then I woke
up. But as I was waking up a got the strong sense that I had just read about God the Father,
God the Son and God the Holy Spirit. So strong was the feeling that I tried to go back to
sleep again and continue the same dream, but I couldn't.
I could not tell you what I saw or read as I was just left with the general impression of
the trinity rather than the detail. Sort of a good thing really as it wouldn't have been good
to have remembered the complete details of that dream. But that is basically how i came to
realise the Holy Spirit is a person. God showed me in the dream
