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I converted to christ or rather reawakened a childhood faith for about a little over a year. And I watched it even daily. So when I became a convert I was fighting it. Sometimes I wasn't doing it and I didn't want to because Im getting down on the word you know. But lately I been doing that! And you know what it's not like before when I did it didn't think much of it and just went to sleep. Now it's like OMG what did I do. Man how am I supposed to pray now. I feel separated from God. And so I was separating from God. And when the attacks come it's hard for me to just... not watch porn and pray instead because I like it. I pray for forgiveness all the time. Even prayed about the times I've looked at someone and lusted after her. But I continue to repeat that sin. So I must cut my eyes out. I know. Does anyone else have a story like that I'd like to hear about it. We all sin right? What is your sin? How do you cope with it?