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I have,on many occassion posted comments concerning the 10 virgin parable.
5 were foolish
5 were wise
I believe I am one of those foolish virgins. (heaven shut against me)
The reason I say that,is because recently I needed a big miracle concerning my dog. I noticed when I prayed,heaven was shut. No communication. Well,after a couple weeks,I heard his voice "You are very close to your miracle"
About 1 week later at 1;44 am I awoke,and across my vision ,arc like,I saw a head of a demon and his face.
I let her out,(my dog) and she ran for 2 hours. (now before she could barely get up and hobble around.)
That night he spoke several things to me (heaven open)
Recently I had another incident that I had to have a literal miracle.
Guess what? heaven,again,shut.
Now I know the roadblock. Me!
Just came from the neighbor's house where we "fell out" several times. (me and his wife)
Her dog killed one of my chickens.
My behavior was ridiculous,and I held her responsible,monetarily for my loss.
I made it right while ago with a nice present for their family. The husband speaks only spanish,but God helped me to be apologetic and graceful.
My reason for this thread is mainly to confess my apparent hypocrisy,and to simply and hopefully document in my heart that I had better walk closer to the Lord,and not sling my oil out by being foolish.
No,not apparent,I am a hypocrite. That means ACTOR.....FAKE.....It is in fact deception.
But I won't camp there. I see His hand already. That incident cut deep into me,with me pinning the "bad guy" on her,when my heart was seething with bitterness toward them.
I cried like a baby when I got home. I guess because he blessed me with a pure heart.(I could feel it)
5 were foolish
5 were wise
I believe I am one of those foolish virgins. (heaven shut against me)
The reason I say that,is because recently I needed a big miracle concerning my dog. I noticed when I prayed,heaven was shut. No communication. Well,after a couple weeks,I heard his voice "You are very close to your miracle"
About 1 week later at 1;44 am I awoke,and across my vision ,arc like,I saw a head of a demon and his face.
I let her out,(my dog) and she ran for 2 hours. (now before she could barely get up and hobble around.)
That night he spoke several things to me (heaven open)
Recently I had another incident that I had to have a literal miracle.
Guess what? heaven,again,shut.
Now I know the roadblock. Me!
Just came from the neighbor's house where we "fell out" several times. (me and his wife)
Her dog killed one of my chickens.
My behavior was ridiculous,and I held her responsible,monetarily for my loss.
I made it right while ago with a nice present for their family. The husband speaks only spanish,but God helped me to be apologetic and graceful.
My reason for this thread is mainly to confess my apparent hypocrisy,and to simply and hopefully document in my heart that I had better walk closer to the Lord,and not sling my oil out by being foolish.
No,not apparent,I am a hypocrite. That means ACTOR.....FAKE.....It is in fact deception.
But I won't camp there. I see His hand already. That incident cut deep into me,with me pinning the "bad guy" on her,when my heart was seething with bitterness toward them.
I cried like a baby when I got home. I guess because he blessed me with a pure heart.(I could feel it)