You sin and you acknowledge that sin is washed in the blood of Jesus Christ. I am using repentance in the form of a "change of mind."
You have a problem in your chain of thought. Unless you have a framework of how you define what is sin and what is not, you give no guide to any believer. You hold "law" is wrong, evil. Prince preaches the Holy Spirit does not convict of sin.
Some have said their conscience should not convict of sin. So how do you know when you sin or what it is?
Now your repentance is not even acknowledging sin but just communing with God. You use all the right language but without the implications I understand. We therefore do not recognise this as repentance. As you do not differentiate between guilty over circumstance and real sin, all your reference points are vapour ware.
It makes it hard for use to recognise anything you are suggesting as christian. The law is a benchmark, and Jesus's commands but you seem to deny even this language.
You say I insult EG. How have I insulted him? He continually condemns, rejects, tells me that I am not a believer etc.
I have no reason to regard him with any respect at all. Do you understand what standing over a fellow believer like this means? It is condemnation of the very work Christ has done within you. But that matters nothing to EG.
Time and time again I am told how hypocritical I am for not being an OSAS follower. Again this is not of the Lord.
So there is nothing here I can repent of, because I have actually done nothing wrong but honestly reflected what you believe and have done. If you do not like the mirror change your behaviour. I hold no malice or bitterness about anyone here, literally. I just wonder who you think Jesus is to end up in this strange position.