I think that for the most part Christians having not committed the sin of homeosexuality is the reason it is picked on and so vehemently condemned. I have broached this subject before, how much noise Christendom makes compared to how little (nothing actually) Jesus said about it while He walked this world. The way I was treated by other so-called Christians for simply mentioning this fact in one thread was disgusting, as they lined up and fell all over themselves vilifying me. A few of them continued to slander and gossip about me long after I stopped participating in the thread. It is apparent they love their sin more than they love the Truth.
There are some pretty nice and good Christians and there are the ultimate hypocrites who do everything opposite from the teachings of God inspired scripture. Many of them only wear the title of Christian because it makes them feel better about themselves and for no other reason. They enact their decision making righteous for a faith they do not believe in. Many of them beat their children, constantly lie, perform depraved acts behind closed doors and feel they should be redeemed by a faith they do not believe in.
I feel your struggle.
Keep the faith.
With God's Love.