Streams of Consciousness & Thoughts~~~

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Just caught a minute of baseball eating a burger at home.
Papelbon is awesome! Lol

Now on to other Friday night single girl things lol

With hot cocoa lol
Meh.....
I canceled the cold cream facial lol

I never had cold cream facial scheduled.. LOL Staring blankly at the wall, secret hobby, is on the agenda lol
 
I am very done with my job right now.

I am working Sunday.

After I worked Monday-Friday.

My stepmom would accuse me of laziness if I quit and became unemployed again.

I don't care about money anymore. It was never about money. It was about getting my stepmom off of my back. Even now, she hasn't fully gotten off of my back. She still accuses me of laziness from time to time
 
I am very done with my job right now.

I am working Sunday.

After I worked Monday-Friday.

My stepmom would accuse me of laziness if I quit and became unemployed again.

I don't care about money anymore. It was never about money. It was about getting my stepmom off of my back. Even now, she hasn't fully gotten off of my back. She still accuses me of laziness from time to time

What does your dad say about all this, Lil?
 
God has allowed something to transpire, and someone very dear to me has kind of walked out of my life for now. I was kind of physically cold and shuddery and numb earlier, but I think I'm okay now.

I know that God lets and sometimes even makes these things happen for our own good, and I know this will be good for me in the end...

I'm fully accepting of the situation, but right now I'm raw and getting jumped on with ideas that aren't mine that are trying to wriggle into my mindset and become wrong attitudes and thought patterns.

"Friends don't stay. You drag them down and they have to leave."
"This is why you wear a mask. You can't trust people."
"This is all your fault."
"This is all their fault."

I just really need your prayer right now, guys. For this potentially nasty mind war, and the situation behind it.
 
God has allowed something to transpire, and someone very dear to me has kind of walked out of my life for now. I was kind of physically cold and shuddery and numb earlier, but I think I'm okay now.

I know that God lets and sometimes even makes these things happen for our own good, and I know this will be good for me in the end...

I'm fully accepting of the situation, but right now I'm raw and getting jumped on with ideas that aren't mine that are trying to wriggle into my mindset and become wrong attitudes and thought patterns.

"Friends don't stay. You drag them down and they have to leave."
"This is why you wear a mask. You can't trust people."
"This is all your fault."
"This is all their fault."

I just really need your prayer right now, guys. For this potentially nasty mind war, and the situation behind it.

I completely understand. Praying, sister!

God Bless
 
God has allowed something to transpire, and someone very dear to me has kind of walked out of my life for now. I was kind of physically cold and shuddery and numb earlier, but I think I'm okay now.

I know that God lets and sometimes even makes these things happen for our own good, and I know this will be good for me in the end...

I'm fully accepting of the situation, but right now I'm raw and getting jumped on with ideas that aren't mine that are trying to wriggle into my mindset and become wrong attitudes and thought patterns.

"Friends don't stay. You drag them down and they have to leave."
"This is why you wear a mask. You can't trust people."
"This is all your fault."
"This is all their fault."

I just really need your prayer right now, guys. For this potentially nasty mind war, and the situation behind it.

It happens. Here's a serenity prayer for you. Hope you feel better.

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So I checked my savings account earlier today and it showed a zero balance.

Well played April Fools joke PNC bank. :o
 
I'm too tired to exist right now.

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And yet...

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*hugs* you KNOW, I know this feeling.

Oh my, the lies we tell ourselves trying to get a grasp on any level of understanding. *sigh*

I'm sorry friend. I will truly pray for you as you sort out your emotions over this and as God works out what He is completing in you both.

So sorry crosstweed.

(My immediete solution for the barage of emotions is about four pieces of tirimisu from Olive Garden. *shrugs* temporary, but has a proven track record.). ;). ;)

God has allowed something to transpire, and someone very dear to me has kind of walked out of my life for now. I was kind of physically cold and shuddery and numb earlier, but I think I'm okay now.

I know that God lets and sometimes even makes these things happen for our own good, and I know this will be good for me in the end...

I'm fully accepting of the situation, but right now I'm raw and getting jumped on with ideas that aren't mine that are trying to wriggle into my mindset and become wrong attitudes and thought patterns.

"Friends don't stay. You drag them down and they have to leave."
"This is why you wear a mask. You can't trust people."
"This is all your fault."
"This is all their fault."

I just really need your prayer right now, guys. For this potentially nasty mind war, and the situation behind it.
 
God has allowed something to transpire, and someone very dear to me has kind of walked out of my life for now. I was kind of physically cold and shuddery and numb earlier, but I think I'm okay now.

I know that God lets and sometimes even makes these things happen for our own good, and I know this will be good for me in the end...

I'm fully accepting of the situation, but right now I'm raw and getting jumped on with ideas that aren't mine that are trying to wriggle into my mindset and become wrong attitudes and thought patterns.

"Friends don't stay. You drag them down and they have to leave."
"This is why you wear a mask. You can't trust people."
"This is all your fault."
"This is all their fault."

I just really need your prayer right now, guys. For this potentially nasty mind war, and the situation behind it.

Crosstweed just want to say I've been there, and I know exactly how it feels. It hurts, a lot. On the occasions when I've gone through situations like this, honestly I didn't deal with it well, however luckily, I wasn't on my own. God was there. However I'm pretty stubborn and was resistant to give him my pain, let go, and move on. Don't be stubborn like me... :) The two things that helped me were 1. Trusting in God that He has a plan, a better plan than mine. He knows and forsees everything. Also, I prayed "Thy will be done". Because, generally, I like my will being done. 2. Time. Time does heal. Not like God, but still, it helps. God bless! :)
 
I'm too tired to exist right now.

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And yet...

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wish I had that problem Bruce.... only..

I'm the early bird. I have ALWAYS woke up early... no matter what the day is. lol

LOVE the cat meme though... lol too cute for words :rolleyes: