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Hi everyone, first I'd like to say hi to everyone new to the site. Next I'll give a bit of background info. I was raised in a semi Christian home and have dreamed of preaching in my younger days. Then high school came along and while I didn't do any drugs alcohol or anything like that I was a long way from God. In fact I didn't even claim to be saved I thought I was but wasn't sure so didn't claim to be. Anyway now I'm 25 married with kids and not to long ago I felt a huge hole. I tried I don't know how many hobbies and jobs and things trying to fillthe emptiness but it just stayed. I was happy with my life my wife and I has been married 7 years and our children are great, work in a good job (hate it but pays great) and still a huge hole in my life. So while sitting in the hospital waiting on our new baby to arrive I started thinking. Admittedly I looked outside Christianity at other religions(just researching)and it felt as if I were doing something terrible. Anyway I started to research Christ and a lot of things in the bible and everything else makes sense. I knew for a fact there was a god(that's a whole other story) but I didn't know where to turn. But when researching Christ something clicked and I ask for forgiveness and now I know 1000% I'm a child of God.
Now I have a want to preach and serve God but how do I know if that's what he wants me to do. Where do I go from here. I've been praying for God to show me what he wants with me be it preach teach or whatever but I have no confirmation on what do where to start. I just know that I want God to use me, wherever that leads. If you guys was in my shoes what would you all do.
Now I have a want to preach and serve God but how do I know if that's what he wants me to do. Where do I go from here. I've been praying for God to show me what he wants with me be it preach teach or whatever but I have no confirmation on what do where to start. I just know that I want God to use me, wherever that leads. If you guys was in my shoes what would you all do.
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