Well, i love her. I've gone through a Lot of pain to prove it. And i felt as though God had us for marriage one day. She has a lot of issues, some that could be helped, some that can't. I suppose i feel that she needs to know she's loved, real love, by someone. I can't put up with things forever, but God keeps pushing me on, and no matter how she acts, she owns a piece of my heart, so i will stay and fight as long as i can. But i will have a breaking point, and she knows this.
She's not a horrible person, just a very hurt and confused person that is actually, deep down, wonderful inside.
Someone should do a study. haha
Actually i think both in friendship and romance (especially romance as it seems to have been the case 99% of the time) people like that i am willing to go out of my way to help them with their worst issues, and not judge them. Problem is as those issues resolve, there is no real foundation, for them, of friendship with me. So the better they get the less need they have for me. I don't think it's purposeful. Just how things happen. People like me for what i can do for them, not for who i am.