You are never alone!!!!!!!
It took me forever to realize that... I still lose sight of that realization...a lot actually.
I once had a staff at the camp I work at tell me this;
God doesn't make us walk this life alone. Even Jesus had His disciples. Did he need them?
No, He had God and that is all we will ever need. But did God just abandon giving even Jesus people to walk with Him?
No. And he will not abandon that for you.
There will be times when God takes people out of your life. Some were meant to stay some were meant to go. But He gives us others to help us through this dark awful world. And in that amount of time when it seems like you only have yourself you use that to grow even closer to God, and to let go of every trouble and tear in your eye and place it upon Him. Because truth be told, we are NEVER alone with Him by our side.
When I lived with my mom full time she was married to an alcoholic. He used to get mad over EVERYTHING and hurt us and run around saying our names and saying things I can't repeat about us. Well, when things started going wrong my mother, out of fear, would blame me.
Good heavens did I feel alone then. But I wasn't.
When I was in the hospital the doctors thought I was going to die. I was in so much pain and couldn't walk without falling down. I couldn't breath without a stupid machine helping me and every time I swallowed I would be brought to tears by the pain.
I felt alone. Like no one cared if I even died or how I felt.
When a man raped me I didn't tell anyone. I cried myself to sleep every night and couldn't even go into a bathroom without freaking out. I went to the police and you know what they said
"What have you learned from this young lady?" As if I chose what happened to happen!
You can bet I felt alone.
But I wasn't.
Every single moment of all of those times I felt alone God was looking down on me waiting for my heart to be opened and for me to see that He loved me no matter what I had done. And that I had someone that actually cared about me all along. I just needed to look a little closer.
We are never alone. Just look a little closer. He's waiting for you.