Once many years ago, I was allowed to feel the abject sorrow of someone and the shock of the bullet entering his heart when I was several thousand miles away. It was my father. When I was given this experience, I was in Europe and my father was in Montana. Upon officially receiving the news of his death, I asked when it occurred, and the time with the time difference coincied with when I had this experience "given to me." I also collapsed , but not for the shock of the bullet, but from the sorrow I felt that was more powerful than any bullet.. Having experienced this broken-hearted sorrow, I know our Father was allowing me to know it was fine. I hope no on ever experiences this sorrow without it being a gift from God, because it could kill a person.
Some of you are condemning suicide as I type this. I suppose it would be the same people who say out of one side of the mouth the law is dead, and out of the other side of the mouth they also accuse ever sinner of all of their sins as unforgiveable.
So what is it? A sin? I do not think so, not when God bothered to let me feel what my father was feeling with thousands of miles between us. But go ahead and judge the heart broken and sinners if you will. It is certain when you are not judging others you are also crying grace to me, I ams saved and the law is obsolete.