Hello,
I am glad to have found your site, I wont be alone anymore anytime of anyday.
To give you a glimps of myself. I was born to believe in Christ and still believes in him. during my teens my mom will often bring me to charismatic christian community, We will be dancing and singing and be meeting people you feel you can trust for you have the same goal, to be good and to do good. Then, as I mature, I got in a relationship for 8 years, almost got married but due to life's hardship, we were separated, I was opted to leave for abroad, we didnt survive the long distance relationship, I was in the middle east, Dubai. The place where I gained career progression, but somehow also confuses my being, that changed me. My biggest challenges was after I had a baby, my mother died, and my partner pulled to convince me to stay in the Phiippines, I quit my job, which stops my world. Then, after that, all the stuggles and realities subsides. I am afraid and confuse, but I dont want to be lost, I needed fellowship of everyone here to put me right. My partner is british, and we could hardly get along, he believes he is atheist, he makes me crazy, my child later on shows autism, he got from his daddy's genes, he is now getting therapy. In my country, I was bullied off by corruption and crab mentality, I no longer understand people here after I was back. I am still surprised about my dad starts meeting young girls after my mother died. While I am feeling very sad, I needed my mother to show me how to be become a mother. However, I need a friend, I am seeking Jesus in a friend, am I in the right place?
I am glad to have found your site, I wont be alone anymore anytime of anyday.
To give you a glimps of myself. I was born to believe in Christ and still believes in him. during my teens my mom will often bring me to charismatic christian community, We will be dancing and singing and be meeting people you feel you can trust for you have the same goal, to be good and to do good. Then, as I mature, I got in a relationship for 8 years, almost got married but due to life's hardship, we were separated, I was opted to leave for abroad, we didnt survive the long distance relationship, I was in the middle east, Dubai. The place where I gained career progression, but somehow also confuses my being, that changed me. My biggest challenges was after I had a baby, my mother died, and my partner pulled to convince me to stay in the Phiippines, I quit my job, which stops my world. Then, after that, all the stuggles and realities subsides. I am afraid and confuse, but I dont want to be lost, I needed fellowship of everyone here to put me right. My partner is british, and we could hardly get along, he believes he is atheist, he makes me crazy, my child later on shows autism, he got from his daddy's genes, he is now getting therapy. In my country, I was bullied off by corruption and crab mentality, I no longer understand people here after I was back. I am still surprised about my dad starts meeting young girls after my mother died. While I am feeling very sad, I needed my mother to show me how to be become a mother. However, I need a friend, I am seeking Jesus in a friend, am I in the right place?
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May church ba that is near your place? Fellowship with other Christians near you would help you too...I will pray that you will meet good Christian friends near you and here in CC.We can be friends too 
