but i am asking you guys have you got fear of reading the verses and dealt with it and what did you do? I feel so alone dealing with this seems like its getting harder
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I read those verses and I examine myself to see if I am in the faith. They should frighten you to a point, to keep you from thinking that living sin is okay in the sight of God. It is to warn you, to keep you sober in godliness.
To comfort yourself, look to John 10 where Jesus says thus,
"My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me. I give them eternal life, and
they will never perish, and
no one will snatch them out of my hand. My Father, who has given them to me, is greater than all, and
no one is able to snatch them out of the Father’s hand. I and the Father are one" (John 10:27-30).
He will complete the work he has begun in you, he will not abandon what he has started:
"I am sure of this, that
he who began a good work in you will bring it to completion at the day of Jesus Christ" (Phil. 1:6).
You are in the palms of Christ, he will not permit you to fall away, if indeed your faith is true and not temporal.