I was the jerk not others, I am ashamed of losing my temper and sniping at people.
I know there are many differing opinions about everything but I should show patience for we all are entitled to our own opinions.
Perhaps I did misunderstand but I can remember people telling me that I was stony ground and God had not chosen me that's why my walk was a struggle.
Then I learned that everyone has struggles, the world, the flesh, the devil...
But for years I thought there was no hope for me even tho I was repentant and asked for His mercy.
I would never want anyone else to feel like there was no hope for them and God did not want them.