I respect your opinion, but I disagree. I don't really think you understand what it is I was getting at.
That's a bit contradicting. Either i'm misunderstanding, or i am understanding but you disagree.
I could've gone on about my thoughts on the failures of most modern churches and how it would affect what you're going through, but your tone on this site is quite unfriendly, as well as contradicting.
You don't want onilne friends, yet you come online to ask advice on how to find friends.
Then you proceed to dismiss everything suggested to you.
I'll leave with one last piece of advice before abandoning this thread, though i have no doubt you will scoff at this, as you do all the others.
Have you considered God has you in this situation for a reason? Your so bent on defining and fulfilling what 'your' needs are, have you sought God to find out what He sees your needs are?
Once i had a very sudden and unexpected event happen in my life. My first instinct was to call people i knew for support. Everyone i knew was unavailable for whatever reason. At night. I anguished for a bit, frustrated at my inability to find help. Finally it dawned on me to go to God. So i did. I prayed and cried for a long time. When i was done i was amazed at how much better i felt. And this feeling stayed with me, not that i no longer hurt, but i felt sustained and strong enough to get through my days much easier than i anticipated i could.
See... God coordinated it so that what i Thought i needed, other people, wasn't available, because what i Really needed was Him at that time.
We do need others at times, and sometimes others are a hindrance. Perhaps God has something waiting for you that no other person can provide, but your eyes are not there. You are trying to do it your way, not His. And once you do things His way and learn what HE needs you to learn, He will open the doors for others to enter your life.