I see, well I have been in and out of faith since my 20s , (I'm now 28), I had not a great experience at the first church I ever attended, that was over 3 years ago, and it kind of put me off since, until a month ago, I felt it, and I haven't looked back. so really, I have been curious all my life. I'm the only believer in my family, or one that reads and studies the bible, so its been a little difficult to express, until now.