Your twisting what I just said to justify what you feel is right. God says I'm not a mistake if one person was gay id say something but there is millions of people who are gay now that doesn't happen by chance...sorry you feel I'm a sick person and can I say what you just said I know Jesus wouldn't have said that to be honest with you he wouldn't have said that ... Listen I've been called worse names in my time... Believe me why should I feel the need to justify my love to anyone yet I feel as though I have to and I know you will list off a load of scriptures of how I'm doomed and all that listen I've heard it all before man, I'm speaking from the heart
I think there is confusion here. I honestly don't think being gay is something "you are", being gay is something you "do", something you choose to identify as. This is the only sin you can proudly label yourself publicly in today's world and have people support you, then call me hateful for speaking the truth. (not "you" specifically, just the general attitude out there today) Not many people would march down the street screaming "I cheated on my wife", or "Hey I slept with my brothers wife", and even if they did they wouldn't gain the majority support of people, even among sexual sin being gay is the only one people really embrace and use as their complete identity. That said I have to say that I do agree that God loves you, and absolutely calls you to Him, that's why I personally love seeing you here.
Another huge misunderstanding I sense in you is thinking God is something you "figure out" in life. You seem to be making God what you feel He is in order do justify your own sin. That is what we all do before we are in Christ, and that is backwards from how it works in my experience. God reveals Himself to us, like in "real life", He takes you and makes you new giving you a new heart, new desires, transforming you to bring Him glory and further the Kingdom. Listen man I do not agree with the guy up there that says this is a sin God "hates more", we are all broken and low in the face of our God. I have started to see repentance as, coming to the understanding before God that you
KNOW "your way" is like filthy rags and only lead to death. This is where every Christian has to be at some point, for me it took losing the use of my right arm to get me to understand that "my way" was no way at all. Jesus calls us to turn from our lives and follow Him, Paul tells us to put to Death the old man. You have to surrender yourself to God brother, then He changes you. Please understand this, you don't "get right" first then approach God, You also don't get to mold God into who you want Him to be, He tells you who He is. We are to fall on His feet then He lifts us up. He does love you and He has called you to "come". I pray He draws you to Himself in truth and sets you free. Have a good day too man.