Hi all. I am new to religion and have a few questions regarding absolution and forgiveness of sins. I would like to think of myself as a good person with sound morals and ethics, unfortunately that was not always the case. There have been sins, some of them were extremely bad with no justification whatsoever. It's my understanding god forgives sin, but I don't think I deserve forgiveness for certain things. Even if he would forgive me I don't think I can ever forgive myself. It puts me in a strange place. Does anybody have any input or personal experience with something similar?
All sin can be forgiven except for attributing something evil to God, which is blasphemy against the Holy Spirit.
You can blaspheme against the Son, the man Christ Jesus, and be forgiven, as in the case of Saul turned Paul, but not against the Spirit.
Even those that crucified Jesus could be forgiven for they went against the flesh.
If you are sincere about repenting of your sins you have think you are worthy to be forgiven, for it not you cannot be forgiven, for you have to forgive yourself.
Look at terrible things people have done in the Bible, and was forgiven, like David putting a man in the front line of a battle so he could have his wife, among other things.
And Saul persecuting the Church and putting many to death for he thought the Church was not of God, but Saul loved the God of Israel, and Jesus met him and Saul straightway followed Him, and God changed his name to Paul, which you know he was forgiven, and saved, and Paul said he is the least of the saints for his terrible actions, but said God had mercy on him.
Believe me you have not done terrible things like some people in the Bible, or in life in general, and they were forgiven, and you said you are a good person, with sound morals and ethnics, so how bad could you have been.
Some people do not believe they are worthy to be forgiven, but in a way that is a good thing for someone beginning to understand truth, for that means they care to do what is right, and with time they will abandon that attitude, and know that they are worthy to be forgiven, but of course it is because of the Lord.
But someone that has been living for the Lord 10 years does not feel they are worthy to be forgiven is not right, for they have to forgive themselves, if they think that in the wrong perspective.
For we can think we are not worthy to be forgiven for we are ashamed of our actions in the past, but think that we are worthy to be forgiven because God said so if you get to the point in truth to be led of the Spirit, but if we think we are not worthy to be forgiven despite what God said then that would not be right, for we have to forgive ourselves for doing wrong, the same as forgive others for doing us wrong.
The only thing to say is you are worthy to be forgiven if you get in the truth, for God said you are worthy to be forgiven.
People go to jail, and they are set free, having paid their debt, and the jail did not say you are not worthy to be set free, but must remain here forever.
Children disobey their parents, and have punishment, but then it is over, and back in good graces with their parents, and their parents did not say you are punished forever, although some joke like that, or at least until they are 30 years old which seems to be the standard amount of time in their joking around.
How much more would God forgive us, which God said that parents being evil know how to give good gifts to their children, so how much more will God give the Holy Spirit to those who ask Him.
Jesus paid our debt so that we could be forgiven, for there is no way we could set ourselves free for we are born with a choice, so we will sin every now and then, and living in sin for we are born not knowing God, unless we come to the truth of God, so before we come to God we could not set ourselves free from jail because we could never pay our debt for our sins because they could never be forgiven without Jesus who is a sinless man who mediates between God and men.
But the Bible says that Lucifer, who became Satan to identify his new identity of evil, does not let his prisoners out of the prison house, for he keeps them in their forever if they do not come to the Lord.
Do not let Satan keep you in prison making you pay way more than you deserve to pay, but come to the Lord and be set free from that prison, for he said you are worthy to be forgiven.