Hopefully I pressed the right "reply" button...lol. Just wanted to say thank you for your intricate reply. What you wrote makes a lot of sense. I have used my head and not my heart for so long, so I really am trying not to analyze and think too much. But your post reminded me that God made me this way for a reason. I have to accept myself for who I am and not try and be something I'm not. I have had a "born again" kind of experience, so all of this is "new" to me and I have so many different thoughts and feelings about God, life, what it's all about, etc., it is overwhelming and hard to deal with a lot of the time. To me, my faith is getting up everyday and continuing to try even though I have no idea what is going and can't comprehend it, even though I wish I could. I still try. That is my faith right now. Thank you again for your post. God Bless