Interesting
Experience is not the validator of spiritual truth .the letter of the law , scripture as it is written alone is.
Who was the Son of man the prophet, apostle Jesus seeking when the father gave him words to rebuke the spirit of error The spirit of wonderment (no faith) ?
The father re-established his law as it is written again and again. Three times struck him out, sent him to the bottomless dugout .He did not even see it coming .(supernatural fast, sinking, rising curve ball )
The word it represents the unseen source of Christian faith . And further more God is no longer brining new revelation.
So who did you receive it from? Its not to late to run from it.
Jesus said unto him, It is written again, Thou shalt not tempt the Lord thy God. Mathew 4:7