If that is who I think it is. Good luck my friend. He thinks everything he says is directly from God Himself
I hear you. I just have to remind myself that I have thought so, so many times that I was being taught by the Spirit . . . I wasn't. I was wrong. I also used to come to sites like this to mostly teach and educate. But this, too, was wrong of me.
I don't know why, but after having left this site for a couple of months, I have returned and the wisdom from some of the folks here has been incredible. I have been schooled. I should also add that there has been an area of weakness in my life that I didn't think was wise for me to give up and let go of. I felt that this area of weakness in my life was a source of strength. However, I felt that God has been disciplining me because of this "source of strength," and it seems that I am right . . . at least about that. (I know I'm being vague.) Now that I have let go of what I thought was helping me so much, I believe that my trials and struggles are about to finally be alleviated; at least it seems that way.
I have been humbled beyond imagination. I just can't handle the consistent conflict in my life. I am tired; extremely tired. I have no reason to believe that Satan has been tormenting me, but instead, I believe that the Lord has been disciplining me by causing blindness to others around me (something we see throughout Scripture) so that a Holy Effect would take place. This discipline has changed me. I don't want to fight anymore, and it seems that I have finally understood that it is true, that we are to allow God to repay evil for evil, and that it is [not] my job to run around and be the "Bible Police."
What is clear, to me, is that we are not to be mocking others when we preach the Love of Christ. And really, it can be said that the Gospel is about Love, so how can we be mocking, rude, and cruel as we proclaim the Love of Christ? What has become clear, to me, is that we are to follow His Holy Footsteps in a very clear way:
1 Peter 2:18-24 NKJV - "Servants, be submissive to your masters with all fear, not only to the good and gentle, but also to the harsh. For this is commendable, if because of conscience toward God one endures grief, suffering wrongfully. For what credit is it if, when you are beaten for your faults, you take it patiently? But when you do good and suffer, if you take it patiently, this is commendable before God. For to this you were called, because Christ also suffered for us, leaving us an example, that you should follow His steps: "Who committed no sin, Nor was deceit found in His mouth"; who, when He was reviled, did not revile in return; when He suffered, He did not threaten, but committed Himself to Him who judges righteously; who Himself bore our sins in His own body on the tree, that we, having died to sins, might live for righteousness--by whose stripes you were healed."