"But what saith it? The word is nigh thee, even in thy mouth, and in thy heart: that is, the word of faith, which we preach; That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. For the scripture saith, Whosoever believeth on him shall not be ashamed."
Joshua, Listen to me. The spirit is the spirit of Jesus. Without him nothing was made and the spirit is the creator. So if Jesus annoints you in rebirth he will be the one who knows you.
If you choose to ppersist in the fiction that you know Jesus first before he knew and saved you then you are not known by Jesus and whatever works you do however mighty will keep you separate from Jesus.
Even those who do mighty works of faith in Jesus name will not be saved by Jesus if he does not first regenerate them. He does it. You faith is powerrless to baptise you otherwise you are self-baptiser.
Who ever was able or had the right to baptize himself?? So your faith is dead unless:
1) Jesus through his spirit baptised you before you believed or
b) Jesus through his spirit by your fore ordained grace baptises you.
What is imporatnt is seeking not believing. Asking and knocking not having a faith. Faith is a gift and is given in different proportions to people it is not a given guarentee that you will be saved. It is agift throug the Spirit of Jesus before you believd so that you can hear or after you believd so that you can know Jesus. But either way it is Jesus who decides.