I’m seperated from my wife facing divorce, she’s always on my heart and mind. Since Jan I have fallen back into drinking and lust. I’m living with another woman on top of it. Please ask God to do for me what I can’t do for myself. I must surrender myself at the altar soon or fear the worst. PLEASE intercede for me! So hurt lost and sad right now
"she's always on my heart & mind"! you thought it, you said it & NOW, ACT ON IT! sit in your favorite room with no noise for a couple of hours & start cogitating on the 1st time you laid eyes on her. think that thought thru as much as possible! now, think on the thoughts in which you were wondering about a relationship with her. move step by step in this process. yup!, you got it, think on the 3rd step in the developing friendship. memories have a behooving, priceless, distinct, reassuring, soulful & spiritual way of reminding us of our appreciation of what we secured in our lives in the past whether it's person place or thing. DO NOT RUSH THIS PROCESS, you'll mess it up. i'm saying this again, TAKE PRECIOUS TIME while reminiscing. it is massively important. & DON'T ALLOW THE DEVIL TO HAVE YOU QUIT! he doesn't want you doing this. you are going to begin to smile when you recall memories of your 1st experiences with her. little by little, you will desire her love & want her back. if you are born again, you will hear the promptings of the Holy Spirit & your spirit to strengthen yourself & remove yourself from the other woman & lust. when you speak to her about returning, practice your speech 1st! blessings to you & prayers for you.