No one is judging you. Divorce can be painful. My female cousin got divorced many years ago. She endured lot of pain. I once knew former tennis friend, 1990s. He had serious drinking problems. And married woman. She tried to use him for his money, and tried to get him but her car. He divorced her.
Psalm chapter 34
The Lord is near to the broken heart's and saves the crushed in Spirit.
I repent every day and im honest with Jesus when I pray to him. Im not perfect either. I try my hardest to walk the line. Jesus is counting on the body of Christ. Jesus depends on us. We're all sinners, whether Christian or heathen.
Christian people must set the example to the outsiders. Ask Jesus to give you strength to get out that situation.
Proverbs chapter 3
Trust in the Lord with your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your path. We must be willing to help our selfs first, and Jesus will meet us half way. When ship starts taking in water, and is at risk of sinking, cry out to God for help, and strength.
Psalm 102
For I have eaten ashes like bread, and mingled my drink with weeping. People bring problems on themselves, and try to blame God. Some times we make bad decisions and mistakes. We learn from it.
96:10
Say among the heathen that the Lord reigns : the world also shall be established that it shall not be moved : He shall judge the people righteously. Every one will be judged on judgement Day. We are accountable for our decision and words. We need to go to Jesus and ask for help. Jesus can stop your boats from sinking.
94
He that chastiiseth the heathen, shall not He correct?
He teaches man knowledge, shall not be know ?
94:12
Blessed is the man whom thou chasteness,O, Lord. Yes, God will correct Christian people and heathen. We reap what we sow.
94:13
That thou may give him rest from the days of adversity. Untill the Pit be digged for the wicked.
If you're Christian, and Jesus chastity on you, say thank you, and kiss the paddle. It means, God still loves you. Jesus corrects Christian people, and the wicked in different ways. Jesus loves those who repent and love him and serve him. Jesus hates the Wicked, Psalm chapter 16. Discipline and correction are both different. Jesus will discipline his servants. And the wicked are going to hell, unless they repent and change from their wicked ways.
Is Christian going to sink his own ship. Or go to Jesus, and ask for help. It's there choice. Peace.