I'm not saying believe in me I'm saying Trust what Heavenly Father is doing, He won't let you down but you are listening to the negative one in your mind. don't worry Father is the best Surgeon and He will cleanse us from that sickness we inherited, the enemy gonna get his butt wipped but we have to battle the negative voice for a time but recognise the enemy withiniam directed by The Spirit of The Most High, you can reject direction but that would be folly, I dont speak on my own, hear all I have said