Hello
@Hopeless_bat, and welcome to CChat
As for a chat/forum concerning universalism specifically, I don't think we've ever had one of those, but I'm pretty sure that you can discuss it here by starting a thread about it on a board like this one:
Bible Discussion Forum - Christian Chat Rooms & Forums
As far as having no hope goes, if you don't mind me asking (and only in you don't mind me asking) how did you get to this point in your life (and how long ago did it happen)
(again, please don't answer those questions if you'd prefer not to, for any reason).
We can pray for you if you'd like us to. Just let us know.
Also, I see that you are unsure about your spiritual status, so perhaps you are seeking to know God (and find hope again, in Him)
If so, may God bless you as you seek to find, know and understand Him
I was w/o hope once and had a deeply disturbing "dark night of the soul" kind of experience, a little over 38 years ago. As a result, however, I finally came to have faith and believe in the Lord Jesus Christ (when I came to realize how deeply I was loved by Him ... He, after all, chose to come here and die for us, both to redeem us and to save us from our sins because He loves us, and so that we would not have to live apart from Him, nor He us, in the eternity that is yet to come .. e.g.
John 3:16; Romans 5:8.
~Deuteronomy (David)
p.s. - I LOVE Switzerland. What a beautiful and wondrous place it is that you get to call home
(though I've only spent time in the western half of it).