Self qualifying yourself into a pronoun is truly ignorant.lol..
Well John said I can know I have eternal life.
John 17:3
And this is eternal life, that they may know You, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom You have sent.
1 John 2:25
And this is the promise that He has promised us—eternal life.
1 John 5:11
And this is the testimony: that God has given us eternal life, and this life is in His Son.
1 John 5:13
These things I have written to you who believe in the name of the Son of God, that you may know that you have eternal life, and that you may continue to believe in the name of the Son of God.
If you do not know this fact.. then I would say you are either in ignorance. or you are in outright rejection
And this is exactly what you are doing.
At least try to be humble.