Born of Spirit and Living Water

[StoneLion]

Well I decided to have a snack and oh my goodness, the one I used soft words with came back at me with a hatchet and hacked himself to pieces. First off he misread my words and wrongly lambasted me, making him look the fool for he did so in such a high handed manner and then he showed clearly how deluded he is by stating that no one on earth has been filled with the living waters and that he had the Lion of Judah within him and that spirit by his words is Mother God. I lambasted him right back, set him straight on the truth and advised him to apologize to the King for insulting him. The guy is wayyyy more lost than I imagined, I am actually shocked by his response. I've never heard anyone call the Lion of Judah a female spirit and his vanity, the way he wrote to me was right off the charts, truly one of the vainest of the crop and I have experienced many many narcissists on my walk. I imagine he will delete my words and block me, that tends to be their pattern because unlike those who speak or write truth, liars can't take the heat of a rebuttal, lol, I told him that as well.

Well I hope you enjoyed your snack! I'm saddened that he clearly is very mislead but it's not the healthy that need a doctor, right? Bring the Truth to him the best you can, and if he has ears to hear then he will. If not, then you've done all you can do and it's up to the Holy Spirit and that man to work things out for themself.

The concept of God being female or having a feminine aspect is such a silly and senseless misconstruction of what the Lord has clearly stated since the beginning: the Father is male, all three of the Triune are male - now is that human maleness? No not at all, it's something far far greater than any man on Earth could ever be (besides the Lord Himself while He was here). But it is definitively male and masculine because the Living Force is always male - the receiving vessel can be Female and that is a VERY special state to be in - blessed are all women!! The role of the feminine is crucial, God Himself calls wisdom female and the Queen of the South, Sheba was an extremely competent and intelligent ruler in her own right. Even the Church is referred to as the Bride of Christ and He compares His love for us to how a husband should love and sacrifice for his wife.

Veritas est Duri - the Truth is painful. Regardless it is the Truth which sets us free. May the Father continue to bless you through the Holy Spirit to bring wisdom and truth to His people, especially those who are under the snare of lies, in Jesus' name, our King who reigns over all, amen .

 

[StoneLion]

I'm starting work now so if I don't get back to you tonight have a wonderful night and good sleep dear sister, may the Lord bless and watch over you as He always does

 

[Eve14ever]

Well I hope you enjoyed your snack! I'm saddened that he clearly is very mislead but it's not the healthy that need a doctor, right? Bring the Truth to him the best you can, and if he has ears to hear then he will. If not, then you've done all you can do and it's up to the Holy Spirit and that man to work things out for themself.

The concept of God being female or having a feminine aspect is such a silly and senseless misconstruction of what the Lord has clearly stated since the beginning: the Father is male, all three of the Triune are male - now is that human maleness? No not at all, it's something far far greater than any man on Earth could ever be (besides the Lord Himself while He was here). But it is definitively male and masculine because the Living Force is always male - the receiving vessel can be Female and that is a VERY special state to be in - blessed are all women!! The role of the feminine is crucial, God Himself calls wisdom female and the Queen of the South, Sheba was an extremely competent and intelligent ruler in her own right. Even the Church is referred to as the Bride of Christ and He compares His love for us to how a husband should love and sacrifice for his wife.

Veritas est Duri - the Truth is painful. Regardless it is the Truth which sets us free. May the Father continue to bless you through the Holy Spirit to bring wisdom and truth to His people, especially those who are under the snare of lies, in Jesus' name, our King who reigns over all, amen .

Goodness, speaking about Sheba certainly rings bells of another kind to this one. I will share something personal. I watched my Mom die at 7, less than 2 yrs later my Dad remained a woman who was demonically infested. She psychologicaly and physically abused my sister and I for many years. She would scream like no tomorrow and her eyes would change just before she would strike, they would turn black. Anyway, to her church friends she would beam about how wise I was as a child and yet when the demons in her beat me, she would scream, "Who do you think you are, the Queen of Sheba?" I didnt know who Sheba was back then but I sure as heck didnt want to have anything to do with her. And no worries, I have healed from my childhood and forgiven my step mother.
Yes it is the sick who need help but that man was too full of himself and older, those types are a lost cause as he will never be open to truth unless the Lord Himself gets involved, I have dealt with people like him before and tried every tactic I could think of to no avail. And truly, some people just are not worth the extreme effort of trying to show them truth when they have made their ego and delusion into an idol that morphs into the kind of vanity that makes Jezebel's work too easy. At the very least, he has been told some truth and now what he does with it will either hurt him and open his eyes or it will condemn him by him rejecting it. That's why I handled him with harsh words because he attacked me first and then tried to ram lies down my throat like he was a king and I some senseless waif.
Fact is in the Old Testament God clearly states that He marries His people, we also know that God never changes, so why would God go from marrying people to marrying only one? Also too, I am of the mind the marriage happens on earth through the partaking of the water of life, the one thing in scripture the "bride" is known to talk about and why? Because the water of life carries the spirit of the Lord, that is all over scripture so even the idea that so many have of the marriage happening in some grand style in Heaven doesn't actually follow scripture. I have duked it out with the rapture crowd on so many levels it would make most people's heads spin.

No for male energy, in one experience I had with God, when He spoke with a voice like no other, I was allowed to feel His male energy, He is male to the EXTREME, take all the highest and best qualities of the strongest in all ways male King protector type energies and magnify them by something so beyond this world that all one can do is want to forever serve this magnificent being and that might get somewhere close to His impact and extreme male energy. It can at times infuriate me when people talk about God being female.

 

[Eve14ever]

I'm starting work now so if I don't get back to you tonight have a wonderful night and good sleep dear sister, may the Lord bless and watch over you as He always does

No worries, it's always good to hear from you no matter when. Hope work goes well, will catch up soon enough.

 

[StoneLion]

No worries, it's always good to hear from you no matter when. Hope work goes well, will catch up soon enough.

Likewise sister and thank you it's going very well - there's a barbecue tonight so I'm sitting with some family in Christ and eating together. I mentioned your mission and story (without any particulars) and we all prayed for your continued success in the Work before we began to eat.

Couldn't agree more, the Lord is three in one and all three are the most masculine of all. I always ask my brothers, what's the most masculine trait a man can have? They answer all kinds of things but the one trait I always emphasize as the most "manly" (thus most like God) is Sacrifice. Many "great" men have never known this trait but it's the Righteous that embody it. Those special ones the Lord keeps a special eye on.

All that I do and strive for is to be like Jesus, because although I am a descendant of Cain and a Gentile the King of all creation still loves me and cares for me and empowers me to be a better man, more like Him everyday. I will always fall short but He will always pick me up and refine me.

Your story is tragic and traumatic for a child but again is another example of how special your case is and also how close you and I seem to be on an experience level. My father beat me, my brothers and my mother relentlessly and was a vehement Atheist. When I was 16 the Lord finally gave me the strength to fight him back and I remember him being proud of me when I would hurt him and that disgusted me. He would say "your soul is more than 10,000 years old" while he was in a rage and would work me until my hands bled. All in preparation for becoming a REAL man, like Jesus.

 

[Eve14ever]

Likewise sister and thank you it's going very well - there's a barbecue tonight so I'm sitting with some family in Christ and eating together. I mentioned your mission and story (without any particulars) and we all prayed for your continued success in the Work before we began to eat.

Couldn't agree more, the Lord is three in one and all three are the most masculine of all. I always ask my brothers, what's the most masculine trait a man can have? They answer all kinds of things but the one trait I always emphasize as the most "manly" (thus most like God) is Sacrifice. Many "great" men have never known this trait but it's the Righteous that embody it. Those special ones the Lord keeps a special eye on.

All that I do and strive for is to be like Jesus, because although I am a descendant of Cain and a Gentile the King of all creation still loves me and cares for me and empowers me to be a better man, more like Him everyday. I will always fall short but He will always pick me up and refine me.

Your story is tragic and traumatic for a child but again is another example of how special your case is and also how close you and I seem to be on an experience level. My father beat me, my brothers and my mother relentlessly and was a vehement Atheist. When I was 16 the Lord finally gave me the strength to fight him back and I remember him being proud of me when I would hurt him and that disgusted me. He would say "your soul is more than 10,000 years old" while he was in a rage and would work me until my hands bled. All in preparation for becoming a REAL man, like Jesus.

It's interesting to me to note how different our answers are when it comes to the most manly traits. I do not at all see sacrifice as the #1 trait, I see a brave protector/speaker of truth as the #1 masculine trait. The feeling of absolute protection with the King is something that I feel is severely lacking in men these days and I believe it to be caused by low testosterone levels which are a direct result of the enemy's plan via hormonal disrupters. I am a Holy Spirit led natural health expert. I have deeply researched the plans against the people. These same hormonal disrupters are the cause of the alphabet community, their biological units are the weakest in humanity and that's why they became as they are, then add the fake demonic support in a world where nobody tends to give good words anymore and we have the birth of the whore of Babylon. Imagine John's wonder if he saw a man that looked better than most women, it wouldn't surprise me at all if that's what John saw. There is an easy, natural, inexpensive solution found in Creation for these states most are in, it's boron.
During the recent storm I was in, manly traits were part of it and I had one of the most explosive supernatural events happen during it. I was outside, thinking hard and deep, actually speaking out loud. I was dealing with such a heavy load and trying to get the men to stand and yet none would. I went into some kind of trance and felt drawn to do certain actions. Just as I did one action which symbolized men's weakness in this age, at the exact moment lightening and thunder erupted directly above me, so loud and bright it was like Father was placing His stamp on my words and actions. Under normal circumstances my body would have jumped, a startle reaction because it was so LOUD and BRIGHT yet not a cell jumped within me. All these things struck me within, letting me know God was with me in my way of thinking and reacting. By the way, there was no indication of a storm being that close as in directly above.

Consider this scripture....which I just found, I knew there were words about this....
1 Samuel 15:22
And Samuel said, “Hath the Lord as great delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices as in obeying the voice of the Lord? Behold, to obey is better than sacrifice, and to hearken than the fat of rams.

When we sacrifice in modern times, many think this is to give up on things/ways/sins ect. These "sacrifices" are self induced and many times create serious stress for people and a revolving door of defeat because so often we fall back into our old ways. When we obey, it is not a sacrifice but a willingness to do as God desires us to do. Many times in scripture those asked of God to do things at first did not want to do God's will, everyone wants God to pick someone else but then eventually they give in. Obeying God often involves fear, what will people think, who will listen to me? How many times does God say "Fear not!" Father applauds bravery, He wants His men brave, willing to run into the fires set by demons.

I walked away before posting this, came back erased a portion and now will end this and address something crucial you wrote in my next words to you dear brother.

 

[Eve14ever]

Likewise sister and thank you it's going very well - there's a barbecue tonight so I'm sitting with some family in Christ and eating together. I mentioned your mission and story (without any particulars) and we all prayed for your continued success in the Work before we began to eat.

Couldn't agree more, the Lord is three in one and all three are the most masculine of all. I always ask my brothers, what's the most masculine trait a man can have? They answer all kinds of things but the one trait I always emphasize as the most "manly" (thus most like God) is Sacrifice. Many "great" men have never known this trait but it's the Righteous that embody it. Those special ones the Lord keeps a special eye on.

All that I do and strive for is to be like Jesus, because although I am a descendant of Cain and a Gentile the King of all creation still loves me and cares for me and empowers me to be a better man, more like Him everyday. I will always fall short but He will always pick me up and refine me.

Your story is tragic and traumatic for a child but again is another example of how special your case is and also how close you and I seem to be on an experience level. My father beat me, my brothers and my mother relentlessly and was a vehement Atheist. When I was 16 the Lord finally gave me the strength to fight him back and I remember him being proud of me when I would hurt him and that disgusted me. He would say "your soul is more than 10,000 years old" while he was in a rage and would work me until my hands bled. All in preparation for becoming a REAL man, like Jesus.

Ok now for the meat. Why oh why do you identify as a descendent of Cain? This knowledge, if divinely given is PROOF of underlying thoughts, so it is imperative you share with me all you know about this. This is HUGE! I' won't speak more on it until you fill in the gaps because I want to make sure you are first correct in what you have written. I have never heard anyone say or write what you wrote.

I also want to address something else, another divine happening which I forgot about til this morning. I have had so many divine experiences that I don't always recall them all until necessary. So I think I wrote to you that Father has never been angry with me yet there was one occasion when He was and it was while I was praying for someone. Several years back there was a woman on YouTube with a large following. Out of the blue a man from another channel whom I already dealt with and knew had issues, claimed that he had been divinely told that this woman was a direct descendant of David's line. He was making this out to be so very special and both she and her followers lapped it up like dehydrated dogs. Right away I knew the idea was ridiculous because I know about genetics and how David's lineage would be ridiculously high in numbers by now but no one mentioned anything. Then the woman started talking in a different way and I knew there were major issues. So I started praying for her, for Father to please show her truth. Suddenly I got the distinct impression Father was not pleased with my prayer so I added, "Father if this prayer does not please you then show me a sign so I know and I will stop." I had been sitting by a window where I could see a broad expanse of the sky. It was a beautiful summer day, not a cloud in the sky but when I opened my eyes, there before me super close was a solitary storm cloud, all by itself, right before my eyes and very close to me. I was floored, I am a sky watcher, I know how clouds move, there is no way a cloud could move that fast, my prayer was less and 30 seconds long so yes Father was angry. So then I knew she was a false prophet and that was first false prophet I went after full force. I addressed the David lineage with scientific proof via genetics showing how it is not rare nor special and directly after posting the comment, I was led to scripture to back my words, when David was told that his descendants would number the stars or something like that, it was Father's confirmation to me. Not long afterwards, the people woke up and started questioning and debunking the woman's words with scripture. This woman went right off the deep end, left her Christian marriage for another and made a video of herself with her new man, on a bed, she obviously naked under a sheet, both grinning like fools, stating they had just made love something like 14 times to realign the stars or something because Jesus told them to do this. Unbelievable, no wonder Father, knowing it all, got angry when I prayed for her to be shown truth to give to the people rather than imaginings.

 

[StoneLion]

Consider this scripture....which I just found, I knew there were words about this....
1 Samuel 15:22
And Samuel said, “Hath the Lord as great delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices as in obeying the voice of the Lord? Behold, to obey is better than sacrifice, and to hearken than the fat of rams.

When we sacrifice in modern times, many think this is to give up on things/ways/sins ect. These "sacrifices" are self induced and many times create serious stress for people and a revolving door of defeat because so often we fall back into our old ways. When we obey, it is not a sacrifice but a willingness to do as God desires us to do. Many times in scripture those asked of God to do things at first did not want to do God's will, everyone wants God to pick someone else but then eventually they give in. Obeying God often involves fear, what will people think, who will listen to me? How many times does God say "Fear not!" Father applauds bravery, He wants His men brave, willing to run into the fires set by demons.

I walked away before posting this, came back erased a portion and now will end this and address something crucial you wrote in my next words to you dear brother.

When I say sacrifice I don't mean the rituals of sacrifice or giving up earthly things. I mean the commitment to give all of oneself, even unto Death as Christ did. "For there is no greater love than to give one's life for one's friends." But I do agree with you and would even take that same logic further and ask, wouldn't the bravest and ultimate protector be fully willing at any moment to sacrifice their life for their bride or loved one?

That is what I meant by sacrifice and as you said the Lord does not want or delight in the old sacrifice - burnt offerings or many-worded-prayer - He delights in mercy!! To add another scripture:

Hosea 6:4-7
What can I do with you, Ephraim? What can I do with you, Judah? Your love is like the morning mist, like the early dew that disappears. Therefore I cut you in pieces with my prophets, I killed you with the words of my mouth—then my judgments go forth like the sun. For I desire mercy, not sacrifice, and acknowledgment of God rather than burnt offerings. As with Adam, they have broken the covenant; they were unfaithful to me there.
This most certainly is the kind of sacrifice that He is not pleased by, especially when it supercedes mercy. It reminds me of Jesus screaming at the Pharisees:

Matthew 23:27-28
“Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You are like whitewashed tombs, which look beautiful on the outside but on the inside are full of the bones of the dead and everything unclean. In the same way, on the outside you appear to people as righteous but on the inside you are full of hypocrisy and wickedness.

But this is the type of Sacrifice I mean, and I am beckoned by the Holy Spirit to recite (I am reading this out loud as I type it):

Ephesians 5:25-30
Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her to make her holy, cleansing her by the washing with water through the word, and to present her to himself as a radiant church, without stain or wrinkle or any other blemish, but holy and blameless. In this same way, husbands ought to love their wives as their own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself. After all, no one ever hated their own body, but they feed and care for their body, just as Christ does the church— for we are members of his body.

Also I completely agree about the modern world feminizing and bodily destroying men (and women) from the inside. It's why my diet is so strict and particular. I consume no processed food of any kind, and only eat meat, fish, vegetables and certain grains, nuts and pulses - but only the kind where the ingredients listed are a single thing: "AAA grass-fed beef" "Roasted pumpkin seeds." "Sardines in Spring Water." Etc etc my testosterone is very high and always had been, I have never lacked for strength, bravery or drive to Work and Work and Work!!

Thank you as always for the reminder, and I will tell you my vision of Cain and Lamech soon. But yes I am directly descended from both these violent men and it is part of the Cross and Duty that I bear. If Cain 7 and Lamech 77, Peter will be avenged 777 times. I would be first into the flames, for I seek Battle with all my heart, mind and strength.

Psalm 118:1-14
Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good; his love endures forever. Let Israel say: “His love endures forever.” Let the house of Aaron say: “His love endures forever.” Let those who fear the Lord say: “His love endures forever.” When hard pressed, I cried to the Lord; He brought me into a spacious place. The Lord is with me; I will not be afraid. What can mere mortals do to me? The Lord is with me; He is my helper. I look in triumph on my enemies. It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in humans. It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in princes. All the nations surrounded me, but in the name of the Lord I cut them down. They surrounded me on every side, but in the name of the Lord I cut them down. They swarmed around me like bees, but they were consumed as quickly as burning thorns; in the name of the Lord I cut them down. I was pushed back and about to fall, but the Lord helped me. The Lord is my strength and my defense; He has become my salvation.

 

[Eve14ever]

When I say sacrifice I don't mean the rituals of sacrifice or giving up earthly things. I mean the commitment to give all of oneself, even unto Death as Christ did. "For there is no greater love than to give one's life for one's friends." But I do agree with you and would even take that same logic further and ask, wouldn't the bravest and ultimate protector be fully willing at any moment to sacrifice their life for their bride or loved one?

That is what I meant by sacrifice and as you said the Lord does not want or delight in the old sacrifice - burnt offerings or many-worded-prayer - He delights in mercy!! To add another scripture:

Hosea 6:4-7
What can I do with you, Ephraim? What can I do with you, Judah? Your love is like the morning mist, like the early dew that disappears. Therefore I cut you in pieces with my prophets, I killed you with the words of my mouth—then my judgments go forth like the sun. For I desire mercy, not sacrifice, and acknowledgment of God rather than burnt offerings. As with Adam, they have broken the covenant; they were unfaithful to me there.
This most certainly is the kind of sacrifice that He is not pleased by, especially when it supercedes mercy. It reminds me of Jesus screaming at the Pharisees:

Matthew 23:27-28
“Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You are like whitewashed tombs, which look beautiful on the outside but on the inside are full of the bones of the dead and everything unclean. In the same way, on the outside you appear to people as righteous but on the inside you are full of hypocrisy and wickedness.

But this is the type of Sacrifice I mean, and I am beckoned by the Holy Spirit to recite (I am reading this out loud as I type it):

Ephesians 5:25-30
Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her to make her holy, cleansing her by the washing with water through the word, and to present her to himself as a radiant church, without stain or wrinkle or any other blemish, but holy and blameless. In this same way, husbands ought to love their wives as their own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself. After all, no one ever hated their own body, but they feed and care for their body, just as Christ does the church— for we are members of his body.

Also I completely agree about the modern world feminizing and bodily destroying men (and women) from the inside. It's why my diet is so strict and particular. I consume no processed food of any kind, and only eat meat, fish, vegetables and certain grains, nuts and pulses - but only the kind where the ingredients listed are a single thing: "AAA grass-fed beef" "Roasted pumpkin seeds." "Sardines in Spring Water." Etc etc my testosterone is very high and always had been, I have never lacked for strength, bravery or drive to Work and Work and Work!!

Thank you as always for the reminder, and I will tell you my vision of Cain and Lamech soon. But yes I am directly descended from both these violent men and it is part of the Cross and Duty that I bear. If Cain 7 and Lamech 77, Peter will be avenged 777 times. I would be first into the flames, for I seek Battle with all my heart, mind and strength.

Psalm 118:1-14
Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good; his love endures forever. Let Israel say: “His love endures forever.” Let the house of Aaron say: “His love endures forever.” Let those who fear the Lord say: “His love endures forever.” When hard pressed, I cried to the Lord; He brought me into a spacious place. The Lord is with me; I will not be afraid. What can mere mortals do to me? The Lord is with me; He is my helper. I look in triumph on my enemies. It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in humans. It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in princes. All the nations surrounded me, but in the name of the Lord I cut them down. They surrounded me on every side, but in the name of the Lord I cut them down. They swarmed around me like bees, but they were consumed as quickly as burning thorns; in the name of the Lord I cut them down. I was pushed back and about to fall, but the Lord helped me. The Lord is my strength and my defense; He has become my salvation.

Ok and I imagine your name is found in scripture for there are those who lived in scripture, alive and aware, now, on the earth. Remember our earlier discussions on forgiveness? Well Cain himself was a target years ago, calling him back to God. I firmly believe Father's desire for mercy and forgiveness is greater than His desire for wrath and vengeance. I believe this is why He stressed so much for us to forgive and to not judge others. I think His plan is far greater than humanity has imagined. SO many these days are into the battle, the fight and yes there is a fight for truth but I think the idea of fighting evil itself is something done on personal levels, for the majority, rather than fighting an evil horde type idea. Thing is with Christ, there is no battle, evil was born to be defeated. Now certainly we go into storms when we are solders for Christ, the likes of which few endure but its worth it, maybe not when we're being torured but each time a storm passes, we grow stronger and wiser for it. I didnt think I would make it through the last one, it was vicious and lasted for months, the things I went through, saw, experienced, are like a well played horror movie to the extreme. Like one time before I got weakened, things starting moving at my place and making a lot of noise in the process....because I was still strong at that point it made me laugh and I shouted out loud, "I can move BIGGER things!" lol all movement ceased at my place then and never came back. On another occasion, a painting I created depicting myself in hell spreading living waters morphed into reality for in the painting I made two large very distinct evil eyes representing Satan and then those exact eyes appeared one night in the darkness of an upper room. I had been experimenting with phosphorus light when suddenly they appeared. I was more focused on my task at hand so I made note of the eyes yet didnt interact. In hindsight I kind of wish I would have stopped and communicated however I didnt and then the storm intensified and I was fully aware I wasn't alone at my place anymore. Some kind of weird something had been sent after me however it was unsuccessful for one major reason, I am celibate, I found out afterwards that was why the dark magic couldnt break me completely. They could not enter or shatter a pure vessel and believe me, they tried, it was horrendous to say the least.
Just yesterday I had an occasion in which I boldly walked into a potentially dangerous scenario. I was in the basement and saw a large strange man in an area of my yard no stranger should be in. I went upstairs and just before I went to open the door to investigate a thought came swiftly to mind that this could be dangerous. My instant thought in response was, Christ is within, I have nothing to fear and out I went.

 

[Eve14ever]

When I say sacrifice I don't mean the rituals of sacrifice or giving up earthly things. I mean the commitment to give all of oneself, even unto Death as Christ did. "For there is no greater love than to give one's life for one's friends." But I do agree with you and would even take that same logic further and ask, wouldn't the bravest and ultimate protector be fully willing at any moment to sacrifice their life for their bride or loved one?

That is what I meant by sacrifice and as you said the Lord does not want or delight in the old sacrifice - burnt offerings or many-worded-prayer - He delights in mercy!! To add another scripture:

Hosea 6:4-7
What can I do with you, Ephraim? What can I do with you, Judah? Your love is like the morning mist, like the early dew that disappears. Therefore I cut you in pieces with my prophets, I killed you with the words of my mouth—then my judgments go forth like the sun. For I desire mercy, not sacrifice, and acknowledgment of God rather than burnt offerings. As with Adam, they have broken the covenant; they were unfaithful to me there.
This most certainly is the kind of sacrifice that He is not pleased by, especially when it supercedes mercy. It reminds me of Jesus screaming at the Pharisees:

Matthew 23:27-28
“Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You are like whitewashed tombs, which look beautiful on the outside but on the inside are full of the bones of the dead and everything unclean. In the same way, on the outside you appear to people as righteous but on the inside you are full of hypocrisy and wickedness.

But this is the type of Sacrifice I mean, and I am beckoned by the Holy Spirit to recite (I am reading this out loud as I type it):

Ephesians 5:25-30
Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her to make her holy, cleansing her by the washing with water through the word, and to present her to himself as a radiant church, without stain or wrinkle or any other blemish, but holy and blameless. In this same way, husbands ought to love their wives as their own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself. After all, no one ever hated their own body, but they feed and care for their body, just as Christ does the church— for we are members of his body.

Also I completely agree about the modern world feminizing and bodily destroying men (and women) from the inside. It's why my diet is so strict and particular. I consume no processed food of any kind, and only eat meat, fish, vegetables and certain grains, nuts and pulses - but only the kind where the ingredients listed are a single thing: "AAA grass-fed beef" "Roasted pumpkin seeds." "Sardines in Spring Water." Etc etc my testosterone is very high and always had been, I have never lacked for strength, bravery or drive to Work and Work and Work!!

Thank you as always for the reminder, and I will tell you my vision of Cain and Lamech soon. But yes I am directly descended from both these violent men and it is part of the Cross and Duty that I bear. If Cain 7 and Lamech 77, Peter will be avenged 777 times. I would be first into the flames, for I seek Battle with all my heart, mind and strength.

Psalm 118:1-14
Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good; his love endures forever. Let Israel say: “His love endures forever.” Let the house of Aaron say: “His love endures forever.” Let those who fear the Lord say: “His love endures forever.” When hard pressed, I cried to the Lord; He brought me into a spacious place. The Lord is with me; I will not be afraid. What can mere mortals do to me? The Lord is with me; He is my helper. I look in triumph on my enemies. It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in humans. It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in princes. All the nations surrounded me, but in the name of the Lord I cut them down. They surrounded me on every side, but in the name of the Lord I cut them down. They swarmed around me like bees, but they were consumed as quickly as burning thorns; in the name of the Lord I cut them down. I was pushed back and about to fall, but the Lord helped me. The Lord is my strength and my defense; He has become my salvation.

My diet is as clean as I can afford it to be. I buy mostly all organic, I don't buy any processed food anymore, my diet is simple, basic, I make my own breads etc, make salad dressings from Kefir, use Xylitol in place of sugar. I have been working out yet had to stop because my health went sideways, I will soon get back into it. My body goes through torturous pain if I consume too much GMO or processed foods. I'm not perfect though as only Christ could live a perfect life, I drink too much coffee and I smoke although I have seriously cut down. This used to really bother me, the smoking, because it bothers other people lol but in that testimony I recently told you about, the young men asked Jesus about sin and He said don't worry about it so much because I am the only One who could live a perfect life, none of you are able to do this, I sighed a breath of great relief, I don't have to berate myself for not being perfect when that is something I truly am NOT capable of being.
Further to health matters...
Quite a few years ago I was very ill. The Holy Spirit came to me and told me I had less than a month to live. I thought about it briefly and decided I was ok with that because I knew my life was going nowhere and I was in so much pain that I wanted to go home however Father had other plans. Days later while watching a video, He interrupted with His booming voice like no other, making every single cell in my body shake. He commanded me to "Get Healthy!" I didnt know how I was going to accomplish that however I had faith that Father wouldn't ask me to do something I wasn't capable of doing. 5 months later, with the help of the Holy Spirit and a lot of hard work and pain, I was the picture of health. I wound up writing out the Holy Spirit's Health and Purification Protocol and tried sharing it with the people before covid hit. It wasn't accepted yet the shots were, which is so very very tragic. Finally after more years passed and info about the harmful impacts of the shot came into awareness, I made contact with a doctor from England who wound up posting the work of the Holy Spirit on his website because in his own words to me, something within him told him to do it.
There are terrible things placed in the so-called foods and drinks these days. I well recall when I heard about one substance being in a lot of food that I lost it for a whole day...so VERY UNLIKE me as I am usually quick to rebound from being exposed to evil but this is just so dastardly that it floored me to no end. The very next day I met someone whom I thought would be a new friend. We had a chance to walk somewhere together and I wound up telling her about what I had recently heard which is truth. She then pulled from her pocket one of the offending so-called foods that contained the terrible ingredient, smiled and popped it into her mouth. We did not become friends lol.

 

[Eve14ever]

When I say sacrifice I don't mean the rituals of sacrifice or giving up earthly things. I mean the commitment to give all of oneself, even unto Death as Christ did. "For there is no greater love than to give one's life for one's friends." But I do agree with you and would even take that same logic further and ask, wouldn't the bravest and ultimate protector be fully willing at any moment to sacrifice their life for their bride or loved one?

That is what I meant by sacrifice and as you said the Lord does not want or delight in the old sacrifice - burnt offerings or many-worded-prayer - He delights in mercy!! To add another scripture:

Hosea 6:4-7
What can I do with you, Ephraim? What can I do with you, Judah? Your love is like the morning mist, like the early dew that disappears. Therefore I cut you in pieces with my prophets, I killed you with the words of my mouth—then my judgments go forth like the sun. For I desire mercy, not sacrifice, and acknowledgment of God rather than burnt offerings. As with Adam, they have broken the covenant; they were unfaithful to me there.
This most certainly is the kind of sacrifice that He is not pleased by, especially when it supercedes mercy. It reminds me of Jesus screaming at the Pharisees:

Matthew 23:27-28
“Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You are like whitewashed tombs, which look beautiful on the outside but on the inside are full of the bones of the dead and everything unclean. In the same way, on the outside you appear to people as righteous but on the inside you are full of hypocrisy and wickedness.

But this is the type of Sacrifice I mean, and I am beckoned by the Holy Spirit to recite (I am reading this out loud as I type it):

Ephesians 5:25-30
Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her to make her holy, cleansing her by the washing with water through the word, and to present her to himself as a radiant church, without stain or wrinkle or any other blemish, but holy and blameless. In this same way, husbands ought to love their wives as their own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself. After all, no one ever hated their own body, but they feed and care for their body, just as Christ does the church— for we are members of his body.

Also I completely agree about the modern world feminizing and bodily destroying men (and women) from the inside. It's why my diet is so strict and particular. I consume no processed food of any kind, and only eat meat, fish, vegetables and certain grains, nuts and pulses - but only the kind where the ingredients listed are a single thing: "AAA grass-fed beef" "Roasted pumpkin seeds." "Sardines in Spring Water." Etc etc my testosterone is very high and always had been, I have never lacked for strength, bravery or drive to Work and Work and Work!!

Thank you as always for the reminder, and I will tell you my vision of Cain and Lamech soon. But yes I am directly descended from both these violent men and it is part of the Cross and Duty that I bear. If Cain 7 and Lamech 77, Peter will be avenged 777 times. I would be first into the flames, for I seek Battle with all my heart, mind and strength.

Psalm 118:1-14
Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good; his love endures forever. Let Israel say: “His love endures forever.” Let the house of Aaron say: “His love endures forever.” Let those who fear the Lord say: “His love endures forever.” When hard pressed, I cried to the Lord; He brought me into a spacious place. The Lord is with me; I will not be afraid. What can mere mortals do to me? The Lord is with me; He is my helper. I look in triumph on my enemies. It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in humans. It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in princes. All the nations surrounded me, but in the name of the Lord I cut them down. They surrounded me on every side, but in the name of the Lord I cut them down. They swarmed around me like bees, but they were consumed as quickly as burning thorns; in the name of the Lord I cut them down. I was pushed back and about to fall, but the Lord helped me. The Lord is my strength and my defense; He has become my salvation.

Sometimes I make the mistake of reacting to your words with previous experiences, most do not have the divine understanding that you have. So for that I am sorry, I shall attempt to give your words to me more space. I have been working with liars for years or those who have accepted the lies of others, that is what I base my responses on.
Remember that man who I told you about who talks about the sole bride of Christ, well, the Lord placed words from this character before me today and I realized it's not a man at all but a woman and now everything is clear to me, the extreme vanity makes sense as I can tell by her written words that she considers herself to be this sole bride and believe me no woman with a mountain of vanity within will last long in Christ's presence.
The idea of names and their importance has come to mind. I well recall how I was lead many years ago to research my given name, not my spirit's name as I was not yet reborn then. So my first name meant wise councillor and that worked for me to a T, friends at the time viewed me as such, I was working in natural health and made it my business to know what I was talking about. My second name which is listed here is in fact Dolorare which when I searched the first time, I could not find ANY reference to the name but ever so recently I did when I listened to a priest talk online with words that struck home and I decided to do some research on him. I found he was affiliated with a group called the Dolorans and of course I noticed the name and wanted to find out why they named themselves as such.
Doloran primarily derives from the Latin root dolor, meaning sorrow, grief, or physical pain. [1, 2]
Now Dolor with the addition of are makes the word dolor a verb so Dolorare is the active verb of sorrow, grief or physical pain.
And now my last name, it starts with a name for God, directly followed by my spirit's name and then two leftover letters ld which I don't know if they have any significance yet I find it amazing that my spirit's name is embedded in my last name along with a name for God. To me it's like I was born to be with Him, predestined and that actually makes sense of a demonic experience I had back in 2012. I was washing dishes, singing a Hallelujah song I created myself when all of a sudden I heard what sounded like a creepy demonic voice singing my song in a VERY mocking way. I felt the blood rush to my feet. I stopped what I was doing and walked towards the area of the ceiling the demon voice seemed to be coming from. Then I hear the demon voice right inside my head, it was full of disbelief as it asked me, "You can hear me?" I felt anger erupt in my belly, I felt invaded and I did NOT like that at all. I focused on pulling the anger up to my forehead and then let it out full force with one word, "YES!!!!!!" Instantly I heard the demon scream like it had been dropped in hot oil. Brother, I was floored and shocked to the core of my being. I did not expect such a reaction at all. I did not use Christ's name, I was not reborn and yet that demon reacted like I had some kind of intense power over it. Pretty wild.

 

[StoneLion]

Sometimes I make the mistake of reacting to your words with previous experiences, most do not have the divine understanding that you have. So for that I am sorry, I shall attempt to give your words to me more space. I have been working with liars for years or those who have accepted the lies of others, that is what I base my responses on.
Remember that man who I told you about who talks about the sole bride of Christ, well, the Lord placed words from this character before me today and I realized it's not a man at all but a woman and now everything is clear to me, the extreme vanity makes sense as I can tell by her written words that she considers herself to be this sole bride and believe me no woman with a mountain of vanity within will last long in Christ's presence.
The idea of names and their importance has come to mind. I well recall how I was lead many years ago to research my given name, not my spirit's name as I was not yet reborn then. So my first name meant wise councillor and that worked for me to a T, friends at the time viewed me as such, I was working in natural health and made it my business to know what I was talking about. My second name which is listed here is in fact Dolorare which when I searched the first time, I could not find ANY reference to the name but ever so recently I did when I listened to a priest talk online with words that struck home and I decided to do some research on him. I found he was affiliated with a group called the Dolorans and of course I noticed the name and wanted to find out why they named themselves as such.
Doloran primarily derives from the Latin root dolor, meaning sorrow, grief, or physical pain. [1, 2]
Now Dolor with the addition of are makes the word dolor a verb so Dolorare is the active verb of sorrow, grief or physical pain.
And now my last name, it starts with a name for God, directly followed by my spirit's name and then two leftover letters ld which I don't know if they have any significance yet I find it amazing that my spirit's name is embedded in my last name along with a name for God. To me it's like I was born to be with Him, predestined and that actually makes sense of a demonic experience I had back in 2012. I was washing dishes, singing a Hallelujah song I created myself when all of a sudden I heard what sounded like a creepy demonic voice singing my song in a VERY mocking way. I felt the blood rush to my feet. I stopped what I was doing and walked towards the area of the ceiling the demon voice seemed to be coming from. Then I hear the demon voice right inside my head, it was full of disbelief as it asked me, "You can hear me?" I felt anger erupt in my belly, I felt invaded and I did NOT like that at all. I focused on pulling the anger up to my forehead and then let it out full force with one word, "YES!!!!!!" Instantly I heard the demon scream like it had been dropped in hot oil. Brother, I was floored and shocked to the core of my being. I did not expect such a reaction at all. I did not use Christ's name, I was not reborn and yet that demon reacted like I had some kind of intense power over it. Pretty wild.

I will respond properly when I awaken but I was compelled by the Holy Spirit to wake up and tell you that: "Id" is the morally higher part of the human mind which is meant to control and chasten the Ego. It is the "goodness" and "discipline" part of our minds.

 

[Eve14ever]

I will respond properly when I awaken but I was compelled by the Holy Spirit to wake up and tell you that: "Id" is the morally higher part of the human mind which is meant to control and chasten the Ego. It is the "goodness" and "discipline" part of our minds.

WOW thank you so much for sharing, that fits. My goodness I am amazed even more...

 

[StoneLion]

There is tremendous power in everything you have said in your 3 replies so I will try to address all of them. First however please accept my thanks and blessing for continuing to share you personal testimony as I know this is privileged information given by the Father. I am compelled by the Holy Spirit to quote:

2 Chronicles 20:14-17

Then the Spirit of the Lord came on Jahaziel son of Zechariah, the son of Benaiah, the son of Jeiel, the son of Mattaniah, a Levite and descendant of Asaph, as he stood in the assembly.

He said: “Listen, King Jehoshaphat and all who live in Judah and Jerusalem! This is what the Lord says to you: ‘Do not be afraid or discouraged because of this vast army. For the battle is not yours, but God’s. Tomorrow march down against them. They will be climbing up by the Pass of Ziz, and you will find them at the end of the gorge in the Desert of Jeruel. You will not have to fight this battle. Take up your positions; stand firm and see the deliverance the Lord will give you, Judah and Jerusalem. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged. Go out to face them tomorrow, and the Lord will be with you.’”

The power of a name is often addressed directly in the Word: we only have to think about just how many different Names the King has and uses - and the Name of the Lord is not to be taken in vain. In fact words alone have great power, and a name is a very special kind of name. My namesake also keeps me safe from almost all things physically - I have never been sick or even come down with the beginning of an illness, my body is strong and has never failed me even when pushed to its limits. As I said much earlier in my own testimony I have witnessed the Mal'akh HaMashḥit Himself doing His Work and have been inches from death but never tasted it. You know my first name, but did you know my profile name here is my first and last name, translated? I will tell you my full name in private so you understand the Duty and power that the Lord has given me.

However my name does not protect my heart and I am extremely vulnerable emotionally, I always have been and although the Lord has hardened and refined my limbs and body into a tool and weapon, He has left my heart very soft and exposed. This has been for my good as no matter how angry or wrathful I become I am always moved and saved by Mercy, Kindness, Gentleness - all the fruits of the Spirit overpower my heart easily and so the Lord can always reach His hand directly inside me and compel me to be still. This is also my weakness.

Despite my best intentions with my failed marriage (which was not in the Faith so what could I expect?) I was sadly not celibate (although I have been since) and as such there are certain protections I simply do not have access to. This is my own fault and failing and despite that the Lord does still save me from my emotions very often, refocusing me.

Your stories and testimonies are such a way that He redirects my vision back to Him so again I thank you for the constant encouragement and reminder of what it is the Lord intends us to fight and how.

I will respond again once I am at work and settled - I have several more passages of the Word to share with you, beloved sister .

 

[StoneLion]

Sometimes I make the mistake of reacting to your words with previous experiences, most do not have the divine understanding that you have. So for that I am sorry, I shall attempt to give your words to me more space. I have been working with liars for years or those who have accepted the lies of others, that is what I base my responses on.
Remember that man who I told you about who talks about the sole bride of Christ, well, the Lord placed words from this character before me today and I realized it's not a man at all but a woman and now everything is clear to me, the extreme vanity makes sense as I can tell by her written words that she considers herself to be this sole bride and believe me no woman with a mountain of vanity within will last long in Christ's presence.
The idea of names and their importance has come to mind. I well recall how I was lead many years ago to research my given name, not my spirit's name as I was not yet reborn then. So my first name meant wise councillor and that worked for me to a T, friends at the time viewed me as such, I was working in natural health and made it my business to know what I was talking about. My second name which is listed here is in fact Dolorare which when I searched the first time, I could not find ANY reference to the name but ever so recently I did when I listened to a priest talk online with words that struck home and I decided to do some research on him. I found he was affiliated with a group called the Dolorans and of course I noticed the name and wanted to find out why they named themselves as such.
Doloran primarily derives from the Latin root dolor, meaning sorrow, grief, or physical pain.
Now Dolor with the addition of are makes the word dolor a verb so Dolorare is the active verb of sorrow, grief or physical pain.

I understand completely and no need to apologize, your zeal and passion for the Word is much more important to me than the manner in which you convey the words themselves - and I am sympathetic to your previous encounters with people (both fellow believers and the unwashed as well) but I hope you can learn and know in your heart that there is no deceit left in me. I may err and make mistakes or need correction in some way but I do not speak falsehood and I also want you to know I think very highly of you sister.

Ahh see that makes sense and I have sadly noticed many female preachers and women of different spiritualities claiming to be Eve or Lilith or claim Mary Magdeline was the bride of Christ etc. All blasphemy which misses the main point that the Lord of all creation does not need a human Woman to create the way a human man does.

 

[Eve14ever]

There is tremendous power in everything you have said in your 3 replies so I will try to address all of them. First however please accept my thanks and blessing for continuing to share you personal testimony as I know this is privileged information given by the Father. I am compelled by the Holy Spirit to quote:

2 Chronicles 20:14-17

Then the Spirit of the Lord came on Jahaziel son of Zechariah, the son of Benaiah, the son of Jeiel, the son of Mattaniah, a Levite and descendant of Asaph, as he stood in the assembly.

He said: “Listen, King Jehoshaphat and all who live in Judah and Jerusalem! This is what the Lord says to you: ‘Do not be afraid or discouraged because of this vast army. For the battle is not yours, but God’s. Tomorrow march down against them. They will be climbing up by the Pass of Ziz, and you will find them at the end of the gorge in the Desert of Jeruel. You will not have to fight this battle. Take up your positions; stand firm and see the deliverance the Lord will give you, Judah and Jerusalem. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged. Go out to face them tomorrow, and the Lord will be with you.’”

The power of a name is often addressed directly in the Word: we only have to think about just how many different Names the King has and uses - and the Name of the Lord is not to be taken in vain. In fact words alone have great power, and a name is a very special kind of name. My namesake also keeps me safe from almost all things physically - I have never been sick or even come down with the beginning of an illness, my body is strong and has never failed me even when pushed to its limits. As I said much earlier in my own testimony I have witnessed the Mal'akh HaMashḥit Himself doing His Work and have been inches from death but never tasted it. You know my first name, but did you know my profile name here is my first and last name, translated? I will tell you my full name in private so you understand the Duty and power that the Lord has given me.

However my name does not protect my heart and I am extremely vulnerable emotionally, I always have been and although the Lord has hardened and refined my limbs and body into a tool and weapon, He has left my heart very soft and exposed. This has been for my good as no matter how angry or wrathful I become I am always moved and saved by Mercy, Kindness, Gentleness - all the fruits of the Spirit overpower my heart easily and so the Lord can always reach His hand directly inside me and compel me to be still. This is also my weakness.

Despite my best intentions with my failed marriage (which was not in the Faith so what could I expect?) I was sadly not celibate (although I have been since) and as such there are certain protections I simply do not have access to. This is my own fault and failing and despite that the Lord does still save me from my emotions very often, refocusing me.

Your stories and testimonies are such a way that He redirects my vision back to Him so again I thank you for the constant encouragement and reminder of what it is the Lord intends us to fight and how.

I will respond again once I am at work and settled - I have several more passages of the Word to share with you, beloved sister .

I always look forward to hearing from you brother. I was thinking our communication might slow down after that message to you however you responded in a better way than I had hoped and exactly the way I always hope, that through knowing me, you and all whose paths I cross will draw closer to the Lord. That has always been my motivation when I share yet so often I am met with jealousy and anger, which I can feel and I get it too, if I place my mind where theirs is. When I hear an awesome testimony, even those I haven't experienced, like the guys who get to experience Jesus now and talk to Him like they would and can talk to humans, I don't get jealous, I get really happy, although admittedly then I start thinking, gee, I would like that kind of visit but when I really consider it, I become mush within, actually intimidated which I know is kind of crazy because He loves me, it's just, He's so perfect and I don't want to be a blemish to His perfection. I'm pretty hard on myself, although I try to be nice to me especially because it's seldom that people are nice to me given the nature of my walk. I always think to myself I can do better. Yesterday I walked through a bit of a difficult time which I am still trying to overcome, it's something within me, the little kid in me actually and it has to do with going on discord, I'm finding it intimidating. I have been hidden with purpose for so long that the idea of being seen is really troubling me especially since my outside doesn't reflect what's within, I have a hard time associating or connecting with my human appearance. I figured out a way I can start making videos on yt by using certain effects that somewhat hide my appearance and my spirit felt calm with these, actually elated, yet to go on cam as I am is surprisingly presenting itself to be extremely difficult, maybe I was wrong, maybe its not yet time for a full reveal, please understand that this goes beyond you because once again due to the nature of my work and the feathers I ruffle, I get tracked. I actually created a Discord acct yesterday on my own so I could attempt to figure it out and see if I could use effects there...I figured nothing out lol. I am a techno blonde lol. I am also a solder though and I will work through this somehow. When it comes to the Lord I am bold and fearless yet when it comes to me, well, I have to build myself up for things, get over the hump of so many years of rejection, judgement and everything else. This world is so hard on people, many people are deemed useless and a waste, because I chose a certain path, I am in that category of easily discarded and stompable people. I don't regret my decision at all, it just means I have bigger obstacles to overcome as a result.
Interesting scripture to send especially since I had to "deal" with a bit of a battle yesterday. I have new neighbours whom unfortunately I had to call the children's aid on a couple of weeks ago. Anyway yesterday, when I went to sit outside, within about a minute or so of sitting down, this terrible loud static noise came out of the neighbours house, it almost felt like a direct energy weapon inthat the noise of it impacted my spirit so badly I had to get up and go back inside. This happened each time I went outside, the third time it happened, I said loudly, "Well THIS is REALLY OBVIOUS!" Then in less then ten seconds the sound stopped and didnt happen again. I know the neighbour heard me. I hope this isn't going to get out of hand, not that I am afraid yet I just don't want to deal with any demon infested strangers and their ways.

 

[mailmandan]

Jesus mentions "living water" in John 4:10, 14; 7:37-39 and in John 7:38-39, we read - "He who believes in Me, as the Scripture has said, out of his heart will flow rivers of living water. But this He spoke concerning the Spirit. The Holy Spirit is the source of living water and spiritual cleansing. When we are born again, the Holy Spirit begets new life, and we are said to become "partakers of the divine nature." (2 Peter 1:4) The new birth is brought to pass through "incorruptible seed, by the word of God, which lives and abides forever" (I Peter 1:23) and the Holy Spirit accomplishes the washing of regeneration. (Titus 3:5)

 

[StoneLion]

I always look forward to hearing from you brother. I was thinking our communication might slow down after that message to you however you responded in a better way than I had hoped and exactly the way I always hope, that through knowing me, you and all whose paths I cross will draw closer to the Lord. That has always been my motivation when I share yet so often I am met with jealousy and anger, which I can feel and I get it too, if I place my mind where theirs is. When I hear an awesome testimony, even those I haven't experienced, like the guys who get to experience Jesus now and talk to Him like they would and can talk to humans, I don't get jealous, I get really happy, although admittedly then I start thinking, gee, I would like that kind of visit but when I really consider it, I become mush within, actually intimidated which I know is kind of crazy because He loves me, it's just, He's so perfect and I don't want to be a blemish to His perfection. I'm pretty hard on myself, although I try to be nice to me especially because it's seldom that people are nice to me given the nature of my walk. I always think to myself I can do better. Yesterday I walked through a bit of a difficult time which I am still trying to overcome, it's something within me, the little kid in me actually and it has to do with going on discord, I'm finding it intimidating. I have been hidden with purpose for so long that the idea of being seen is really troubling me especially since my outside doesn't reflect what's within, I have a hard time associating or connecting with my human appearance. I figured out a way I can start making videos on yt by using certain effects that somewhat hide my appearance and my spirit felt calm with these, actually elated, yet to go on cam as I am is surprisingly presenting itself to be extremely difficult, maybe I was wrong, maybe its not yet time for a full reveal, please understand that this goes beyond you because once again due to the nature of my work and the feathers I ruffle, I get tracked. I actually created a Discord acct yesterday on my own so I could attempt to figure it out and see if I could use effects there...I figured nothing out lol. I am a techno blonde lol. I am also a solder though and I will work through this somehow. When it comes to the Lord I am bold and fearless yet when it comes to me, well, I have to build myself up for things, get over the hump of so many years of rejection, judgement and everything else. This world is so hard on people, many people are deemed useless and a waste, because I chose a certain path, I am in that category of easily discarded and stompable people. I don't regret my decision at all, it just means I have bigger obstacles to overcome as a result.
Interesting scripture to send especially since I had to "deal" with a bit of a battle yesterday. I have new neighbours whom unfortunately I had to call the children's aid on a couple of weeks ago. Anyway yesterday, when I went to sit outside, within about a minute or so of sitting down, this terrible loud static noise came out of the neighbours house, it almost felt like a direct energy weapon inthat the noise of it impacted my spirit so badly I had to get up and go back inside. This happened each time I went outside, the third time it happened, I said loudly, "Well THIS is REALLY OBVIOUS!" Then in less then ten seconds the sound stopped and didnt happen again. I know the neighbour heard me. I hope this isn't going to get out of hand, not that I am afraid yet I just don't want to deal with any demon infested strangers and their ways.

I will respond properly soon but wanted to emphasize - you don't have to be on video to be on a call with me. We don't even have to speak with our voices! I would just like to share some music and videos with you and Discord allows us to stream and be in the same call - like being in the same room watching the same thing or listening to the radio together!!

But I also want to make clear - I do not care at all about how you look, not that I'm apathetic to it but I KNOW how you look on the inside, where it truly matters, already: You're a beautiful and beloved daughter of God and sister in Christ to me, and you will never ever be less in my eyes no matter how you may look or feel about your physical body. The flesh passes away like the flower and the grass but the Spirit is eternal.

 

[StoneLion]

Jesus mentions "living water" in John 4:10, 14; 7:37-39 and in John 7:38-39, we read - "He who believes in Me, as the Scripture has said, out of his heart will flow rivers of living water. But this He spoke concerning the Spirit. The Holy Spirit is the source of living water and spiritual cleansing. When we are born again, the Holy Spirit begets new life, and we are said to become "partakers of the divine nature." (2 Peter 1:4) The new birth is brought to pass through "incorruptible seed, by the word of God, which lives and abides forever" (I Peter 1:23) and the Holy Spirit accomplishes the washing of regeneration. (Titus 3:5)

Extremely well put Dan, it's a pleasure to meet you brother!

The OP, Eve and I have been discussing our very real and tangible experiences being born again and filled with the Holy Spirit; do you have a testimony that is like ours?

 

[Eve14ever]

I understand completely and no need to apologize, your zeal and passion for the Word is much more important to me than the manner in which you convey the words themselves - and I am sympathetic to your previous encounters with people (both fellow believers and the unwashed as well) but I hope you can learn and know in your heart that there is no deceit left in me. I may err and make mistakes or need correction in some way but I do not speak falsehood and I also want you to know I think very highly of you sister.

Ahh see that makes sense and I have sadly noticed many female preachers and women of different spiritualities claiming to be Eve or Lilith or claim Mary Magdeline was the bride of Christ etc. All blasphemy which misses the main point that the Lord of all creation does not need a human Woman to create the way a human man does.

I have dealt directly with so MANY vain women, it irks the heck out of me how they claim what is not theirs so obviously, some act like arrogant queens and call the people who don't believe them, peasants! They also write so many words pretending to know what this spirit thinks or feels or what she is doing with her life. And when they use MY spirit's name, I get furious within because how DARE they do as such and make this spirit out to be something greater than what Father and Christ did. All the things they say this sole bride experienced in her life, I have lived through. All the things they say she can do, I CAN do. I even confronted some of the largest channels and demanded them to prove I am not her. Of course they never rise to the challenge. I don't even understand why someone in their right mind would aspire to such a thing, what great weight, what great responsibility if there were just one bride. And how on earth or why on earth, would Father go from stating quite clearly in the Old Testament that He marries His people, to now marrying just one? Scripture tells us God never changes, it seems to me that is one huge change, it is not logical. The only way I can imagine this as a possibility, for with God all things are possible, is, if Jesus wanted to have the experience of having children, it's far fetched to me but something Jesus said to the group of men He's visiting with now, opened the door for the possibility of such a thing. Also I know that once we are filled with His living waters, we receive His spirit, this is what Paul talked about and so in my mind, Paul, myself and anyone else reborn of Christ's living waters IS married to Christ although Paul looked at it more of being a slave to Christ, I don't view it that way, it is an honour to carry His Spirit within, I am not His slave yet His very willing servant and daughter. I will do whatever the Lord wishes of me, I will be and become anyone He desires. All He has to do is give me a small inkling on something and I am off and charging.
I really want to know about your vision regarding who you are descended from Brother. I have a strong gut feeling it will bring together a much more fuller divine picture. The uniqueness of your vision stands out and as such I know it will have value. We are drawn together by the Lord, of this there is no doubt, through you I am working on myself and like you, I have drawn closer to the Lord because of what is growing between us. I REALLY REALLY needed a friend in whom God's spirit resides and you, you ARE that friend that Lord answered my heartfelt request with. Let us rejoice for what the Lord has done.