ok Avidan I am now telling you to stop actually talking to me now.. ok.. I can handle most people.. but you my friend have reached my limit not because of the help but because you have actually crossed the line of my patience.... but ok I will read your letter this last time, but now I tell you to please stop ok.. if you cannot follow a simple request.. then you are the one seeking argument with me.. because I can honestly go on with this argument.. but I am asking a request to stop, because your help is not helping.. ok simple words your help is not helping.. accept that.. Never have done this to anybody in CC and Ive had people tell me bluntly but you ... NO I cant take another bashing..
I repeat, do you honestly believe that you are the first person who has shared word of knowledge of the Lord and praise to Lord? I when I was young committed my crimes, my sins and that Im guilty off. Yet when I decided to look and search for Jesus, I read the bible, read the verses you and many others have game me.
'"How could you have done what I've asked you to do? It's only been a very short amount of time. This is sowing and reaping, not the microwave." Avidan
Ok il say it again simple... I did what you told me to do, and I have done so years before... simple right do you get it? No again I HAVE DONE WHAT YOU TOLD ME TO DO BECAUSE I HAVE DONE SO BEFORE... SIMPLE RIGHT NOT GETTING IT? I HAVE DONE IT ALREADY EVEN BEFORE YOU TOLD ME THERE WAS ACTUAL PASTORS, PEOPLE THAT HAVE SERVED GOD AND WHO STILL SERVE GOD..Back then in the beginning when I was really clinging.. back then when I was searching with my heart. (Back then before I actually started feeling uncontrollable anger.. sadness always had sadness but this anger).. DO YOU GET IT AVIDAN?! Do you think Im faking, are you going to call me a liar? but if Im being honest wouldn't that reap and so something against you? OH FORGET IT.. YOU DONT GET IT..
I totally hear what your saying.. I honestly do. Because Ive had it said by people who are closer to me.. that are in Church... and tho I dont under-appreciate your effort.. it still falls short compared to those who have been in my life.. ok... so if people who I care about have done and told me this.. and guided me with the same.. and done so.. and then you tell me the same thing.. wouldn't that make sense that I have done so? or do you not comprehend yet?
"Please take into consideration that it is sometimes very difficult to minister to people online..." Avidan
Take what in consideration? Minister? Are you trying to say your ministering? Wait what? Who are you ministering? Me? Noooooo my friend... you are not ministering.. tho ministering does imply helping in the worship of God.. and such.. but still are you giving yourself some title before me.. noo my friend.. il say this you will help me but your not ministering.. because in my opinion... read key word OPINION.. for you to minister me you must be a pastor, and you are not my pastor il say that..
"because there are people that use multiple usernames to spit on Christ." Avidan
Why do you talk of others? You better not be saying false witness upon me, trying to say Im using multiple accounts... -.- you better not because that is a lie.. -.- and I dont have any reason to be doing that.. im on like 24/7 and I will even let any administrator here do whatever to keep my name clear... Im just saying Avidan... because then you are a liar... if you are.. just saying..
"..As you are doing with your language. Sometimes Satan uses his pawns to speak his will and they file in at his command. This is what is going on right now, when people start calling the Lord of sabaoth powerless. You are spitting on the Lord and calling Him powerless. Curse and spit to your souls desire. He will still be there for you when you want to stop playing around."" Avidan
Ok Avidan.. I shall say this before I let my anger the best of me.. ok.. ok..
Um... I have said many times I am a sinner.. I have committed many crimes against God and his people from his covenant (Christians) and from the world.. aka one would call them gentiles... I alone accept these crimes nobody but myself have committed my crimes.. and in shame I accept them and in shame I accept that Im not worthy and in shame I accept that I was the reason Jesus got beat up, whipped, made fun of, mistreated, and nail to the cross and died.. I am part of the weight of the cross He carried.. I accept these crimes In shame I try to stop myself to commit further crimes.. I accept I will never be enough I will never be clean..I am but flesh, evil, because thats what I am
Romans 7:23 "but I see another law at work in me, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within me. "
Now if to you that makes me a pawn of Satan ok.. here is my other cheek go on take another blow.. dont get to tired tho.. but listen I accept that I said Jesus is not enough for me.. Me never have I said He is not enough, or that he is powerless... but never never never ever again do you offend me by saying Im spiting on Jesus you fool, you stupid stupid fool.. accusing me of dissing Jesus.. are you crazier then me? Why am I dissing on Jesus.. I have many times said this life far more meaningless without him.. are you out of your arrogant mind? I have said Im evil.. and I have said that to me.. (since Im evil) He is not enough for me.. you stupid stupid man trying to lie and put crimes that I have not committed.. spitting on Jesus is saying he is not God..
(Oh this is a sign that I dont have Christ Spirit, the Holy Spirit because Im cursing at a servant of God, coo if I have to pay for my crimes then I shall because I will not accept you telling that Im spitting on Jesus Christ, If any of the administrators is to ban me for this I shall not fight them because maybe I am crossing the line and I shall take responsibility for it) If they were to not do anything to my account then I thank them.. yet for this matter Avidan do not ever write to me.. if its not to just offer prayer then do not speak to me..
but finishing with your statement.. Im not cursing at God.. -.-.... If He is there then its ok, Playing games? your slow.. Im not playing games.. Just because Im not drastic with my actions does not mean Im playing a game, You dont just do things aimlessly.. I consider things and others around me.. Playing games....
Every knee will bow and every tongue will confess that Jesus Christ is Lord. Whether you are in allegiance to Him or not.
I do know and I have accepted that Jesus Christ is Lord never once said He was not.. would I kneel.. even if I didnt want to I think it would just naturally occur.. but read what I said.. even if if.. if.. if.. ok so you don't accuse me of saying that I wouldn't..
I have told you the truth to the best of my ability. This isn't a cake walk. It takes faith to please God.
I know you have told me the truth (word of God) and your truth.. and I never said it was easy but hey I did try.. faith.. hmm never could really build on that.. that I do accept faith... I for some reason never known how to go about faith.... or how people say faith works.. many times Ive said that Im like thomas.. yet I still believe in God, still believe in Jesus because thats a decision I took...
I am being blunt with you on purpose. I wish someone would have done so with me, it would have saved me a lot of pain and time to just get down to brass tacks, so I knew what was expected of me. But, through all this, Christ is the only way out. Cling to Him because none of us are good enough to perform His will. It's only though clinging onto Him that we gain the ability to do what is required of us.
Your being something else... Good Im glad that this worked for you. Yes I do accept that Christ is the only way to reach heaven.. Yes do accept that.. Yes I do know that nobody is good enough nobody was or will ever be... I did cling to Him, nothing happen.. I didnt feel anything, nothing changed, still the same.. I will say that I changed (ok now this by many will say God actually was the one who made you change, coo I will not fight that opinion, I will not deny that God has the power to do that.. I will not say ok that didnt happen, because I am unaware.. because that I do not know.. but then were would be free will, anyways I will not fight over this) , because I said that I would do my best in the ability to try to be good enough to make the cut.. since nobody will ever be at least try to change.. right ... but did something happen like to say oh I experienced God no.. how did I feel well with time this is the end result.. so I dont have to write it all down...
Jas 1:26 If any man among you seem to be religious, and bridleth not his tongue, but deceiveth his own heart, this man's religion is vain.
I will not fight the word.. if its in vain then it was in vain if that was the message you tried to show me thru it.. but I still did try.. so vain then it shall be if its in the word
Jas 1:27 Pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this, To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world.
ok example of how it should be, to visit the fatherless.. I do as close enough as I can since now in days its hard to do that.. oh but does foster care count? cuz I used to do that... but since Im an adult I cant go to that no more.. and in general this just is trying to say try to love one another and try to be with those who are afflicted and I try to be the best of my ability.. but ok.. unspottted meaning not stained from the world.. hmm ok Im stained.. but wait wouldn't me believing in Jesus Christ by itself cleanse me? but ok no I will say that Im still stain just to go on with this verse because I bet your trying to tell me that I should be part of the world right?.. got ya..
Concerning all of the 'worldly' things that you are surrounded by... if you did read your Bible you would know that we can't escape the world, but, we can be separated from it. This is very basic.
Oh I know I cannot escape the world since I live in it.. coo we agree on that.. wait.. are you trying to say that I didnt know that.. but was I the one telling you that Im but part of the world? If you did read your bible.. I did.. Oh wont proclaim or raise myself up by saying I know every verse but I have read the bible, still am reading the bible slowly yet still do and probably will keep reading it til the end.. we can be separated yes I do know that.. I try my best to do that.. oh very basis yes sir it is.
9 I wrote to you in my letter not to associate with sexually immoral people— 10 not at all meaning the people of this world who are immoral, or the greedy and swindlers, or idolaters. In that case you would have to leave this world.11 But now I am writing to you that you must not associate with anyone who claims to be a brother or sister but is sexually immoral or greedy, an idolater or slanderer, a drunkard or swindler. Do not even eat with such people.
12 What business is it of mine to judge those outside the church? Are you not to judge those inside? 13 God will judge those outside. “Expel the wicked person from among you.”
Corinthians yea remember this .. man those are truly harsh word but hence you cannot fight it. In context its telling us not to be with those type of people.. but its mostly just trying to say to shun those who are in the Church or in the faith.. or like the verse says Brother or sister, who sexually immoral (its a long list.. but fornication, masturbation, adultery, sodomy, rape, bestiality, homosexuality, pornography... and so on) I have commited that sin..Ive tried to stop and I fight it yep, but I have done that.. not all of that but in context sexual imorality.. so Im shunned, greedy, I have done it, idolater, yep done it, slanderer, yes ive done that, swindler hmm I do not think I have... but just in case I will say I did... so you shouldnt even be taking to me right? Hmm I truly cant say that I have doing this 100% I did when I was younger since I was really only stuck at home and would just be at school, and be at my house and go to church yet.. nothing happen but ok.. I will say that infact right now I do not follow this.. not because Im going against it.. but because Jesus did tell me to Love my brothers.. but you must expel me since Im wicked and alot are wicked... but hey I did do this.. when I was younger and well nothing really added up to me.. but ok..
2Co_6:14 Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers: for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion hath light with darkness?
To the rest I say (I, not the Lord) that if any brother has a wife who is an unbeliever, and she consents to live with him, he should not divorce her. If any woman has a husband who is an unbeliever, and he consents to live with her, she should not divorce him. For the unbelieving husband is made holy because of his wife, and the unbelieving wife is made holy because of her husband. Otherwise your children would be unclean, but as it is, they are holy. But if the unbelieving partner separates, let it be so. In such cases the brother or sister is not enslaved. God has called you to peace.
This is meant for marriage but can also go with friendships..yea I guess its in the bible.. to not be with those who do not believe or hang around with those who dont believe.. hmm rarely do I hang around with those... but I do interact with many non believer since I the place I live has many.. but most of the time Im by myself and those who I hang around also try to be the best Christians.. yet no change.. and so I tried.. and so.. I should be alone.. coo..
These verses cover our relationships with both believers and non-believers. We can't get away from the world, but, we are not to part of it, we are not to be in relationships that overpower our faith in Christ. We are also not to be in fellowship with believers as explained above.
I guess so.. I do know alot of none believers and I dont hang around with them.. Im always at my house.. if not in school.. I dont party... I dont do anything like that.. just my house.. my family believe in Jesus Christ yet do not practice the same faith.. so I should not be with them? Oh but there is parts in the bibles were they talk about situations like this.. yet I wont look for them cuz its late and I find it stupid.. if your telling me to not be with my family but ok.. so then I failed that.. faith in Christ.. dont have faith I guess said it many times faith I do not now what that is... I do join in fellowship in believer.. some lukewarm some who are in fire.. so who I dont know.. yet I am with believers.. but you said not to be hmmm? type I guess you make mistakes too.. but still this you ask.. I have done.. and maybe I dont do it to the line anymore cuz it has not helped..
You can examine both your church friends and worldly friends by their fruit. We are not to judge people by the way they look, or how much money they have or don't have, but we are to judge righteous judgement; and one way that this can be done is by examining the fruit.
honestly Im not liking all this info and your interpretation... Its becoming a bit bizarre and again to much law.. and no grace... your message is a bit weird.. and ima have to discuss it with other people on here who have been on the faith.. cuz honestly Im not feeling to good about your interpretations.. its a bit to weird.. and like I feel like your making me go to a little cave.. I know your trying to help and coo its fine appreciated.. but still something is missing here... and I know Im not going to be ministered by you never thought it even once...