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I'm 16, and my mother is terrible to me. I used to be spiritual, but I've lost that hope.
Lately things have been really bad and I'm legally stuck. I've always wanted to be Christian, but I have a hard time believing in things I can't see, or touch. Kind of. I'm very superstitious. I know I have to POWER to believe in God, but I feel like I'm trying not to, even though it's all I want. I think too scientifically, thinking of every reason why these religious things dont make sense.
My family is upset by my decision to become religious, but I love it so much. When I say, "Yeah, I'm Christian." It's so powerful, and I love feeling like I belong, and that I have God always there for me.
But I'm so new, and don't know where to start. Once I return home to my mother, I'm planning on joining my local Church. But I don't want to walk in totally unaware of everything.
Any suggestions or help for me? Any new friends willing to help a new kid out?
Thank you, I appreciate your time
Lately things have been really bad and I'm legally stuck. I've always wanted to be Christian, but I have a hard time believing in things I can't see, or touch. Kind of. I'm very superstitious. I know I have to POWER to believe in God, but I feel like I'm trying not to, even though it's all I want. I think too scientifically, thinking of every reason why these religious things dont make sense.
My family is upset by my decision to become religious, but I love it so much. When I say, "Yeah, I'm Christian." It's so powerful, and I love feeling like I belong, and that I have God always there for me.
But I'm so new, and don't know where to start. Once I return home to my mother, I'm planning on joining my local Church. But I don't want to walk in totally unaware of everything.
Any suggestions or help for me? Any new friends willing to help a new kid out?
Thank you, I appreciate your time