Lovesong Poetry

[Wolf]

Got to move on, it is over
Yeah... I know it is over
I feel so stupid for writing with so much hope,
For believing in your lies,
you don't even see me...
when you say you love me,
It is for her not me,
I will never be her,
and she will never be me
I am who am now
i am not the one for you
It is over, as I said before,
I don't want to write anymore
Just say goodbye,
let me be
you don't love me for me
It is over

​

 

[Wolf]

God, my father forgive me for not being strong enough, be my strength.. I feel so bad right now...

I like this song because this is what my relationship with God is like too, I feel like I fail him so many times,
but I can't abandon him, I don't want to let my God go. If that means I am all alone with no one to love me,
I know Jesus loves me, I am accepted, I am received.. This is my choice. This is where my heart is.
I don't care what I have to sacrifice or let go, my God will be first in my life, because he is my first love, before anyone else..

Stay
Lyrics by: Big Daddy Weave

I’ve seen the flash of lightning
I’ve heard the rolling thunder
I’ve seen the crashing of the waves
And though I’ve known Your Presence
and been filled with wonder
Still there are many things that pull me away
Don’t let me go, hold me close because

I don’t want to hurt You anymore
I don’t want to waste another day
‘Cause it breaks Your heart, it breaks Your heart
When I keep walking away

You know what it means to sacrifice
But You tell me that it’s better to obey
You’ve giving me a thousand brand new starts
Jesus, give me what it takes to stay

I’ve seen Your hand of mercy through my darkest failures
And on the other side You’ve covered me with grace
And like a child lost and afraid, You come and find this runaway
And in Your loving arms You bring me home again
But what’s it gonna take to make me stay

Break my heart with what breaks Yours
Until You’re all I’m living for
Show me what it means not just to believe but to remain

[video=youtube_share;UbLe0LwfySU]http://youtu.be/UbLe0LwfySU[/video]​

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

I guess, I should have said things go without justice, that's a better word for it. I guess i should watch my
word usage lol..

Justification means advocating, or defending, why something is right. I should have looked that word up better. Oh well.
lol.... *hand behind head* ^______^;

well, thank you, that is very nice of you to say, I appreciate it. *hugs* the reason I put worth on my signature is to remind myself not to do anything stupid, that would lower my self worth, to someone who obviously doesn't care how bad they make me feel. Telling myself I am worth something, gives me strength to move on, and move forward.

Aw I wasn't trying to play the word game with ya! It was just saddening to see you so down on any sort of karmic justice, since our God is a just one. There's so much calamity that seems to turn people away from Him, and I was hoping you weren't headed there.

Praying for you, Lovesong.

 

[Wolf]

Aw I wasn't trying to play the word game with ya! It was just saddening to see you so down on any sort of karmic justice, since our God is a just one. There's so much calamity that seems to turn people away from Him, and I was hoping you weren't headed there.

Praying for you, Lovesong.

yeah... *coughs* Word Nazi! *coughs.* lol XD J/K *hides*

Nah, if you didn't point out justification I would have been blabbing on like an idiot without realizing I had the wrong word,
so thank you for saving the day. You my friend, are my word hero lol

[video=youtube_share;83fF-DmvAJs]http://youtu.be/83fF-DmvAJs[/video]

Karmic justice huh...
You have a point, I realize that everything that happening to me is because of something I did, or my parents or ancestors did, and I am sort of doomed to be punished for all of it. That is God's law, and I have to pay for breaking his commandments.

this is the word I am standing on for that...

Galatians 3:13 "Christ has redeemed us from the curse of the law, being made a curse for us: for it is written, Cursed is every one that hangs on a tree:"

Although, I don't have the full revelation of it, I know this is what will allow me to be
justified from the curse of punishment I deserve, even if it was karmic justice,

So even if I die and am killed in this world for my past actions, I still get to go to Heaven, because I put my faith in this word,
and I believe that Jesus did everything he said he did.

John 3:16 - "...whosoever believes shall not perish but have everlasting life."

The only power I have is little faith, and I believe, that I am redeemed from the curse, because of my faith in Christ's blood.
One day, I will truly have the full revelation of Redeemed, that no demon in hell will come near me, they will go running when they see me walking down the road, because Christ lives in me.
I believe that.

 

[Wolf]

prayer going out to the Boston victims and their families.
I'm praying for ya... ​

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

Isn't it tragic? We're so infatuated with our own day to day problems. I can't even fathom what the victims of the blast are going through. The audio and photos of the incident are tear jerkers...

Prayers go out to them indeed. Missed you btw, Lovesong! I hope the journal is proving conducive.

 

[Wolf]

Isn't it tragic? We're so infatuated with our own day to day problems. I can't even fathom what the victims of the blast are going through. The audio and photos of the incident are tear jerkers...

Prayers go out to them indeed. Missed you btw, Lovesong! I hope the journal is proving conducive.

Yeah that's true, sometimes I get self absorbed and forget too. I prayed for them last night though. Missed you too my little green friend, (lol sorry ...I have always wanted to say that! )

yeah it is actually, although it gets tempting to rant on here, I resist temptation, and found other things to do, woohoo for me. I found it helpful because I started jotting down stuff that I do that is good, like going to the fitness center, practicing piano, playing games (lol won't say which one though, tis a secret..)

I am trying to record myself singing the redeemed song by Big daddy weave but I get nervous about it.
That song is important to me though, because when I was sleeping I was having this nightmare, and this darkness tried to smother me it was all black, and that song came out of me like a bright shining light pushing back the darkness.

how have you been, are you still working hard or hardly working XD lol

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

Lol work is slow still, so I"m on here for half of the day. Took up posting on another site for the company to make up for the lack of traffic on the slow site.

Glad you're doing well! That sounds great! And hey, I've been invested in Megaman lately, so do share!

 

[Wolf]

Lol work is slow still, so I"m on here for half of the day. Took up posting on another site for the company to make up for the lack of traffic on the slow site.

Glad you're doing well! That sounds great! And hey, I've been invested in Megaman lately, so do share!

So you are now workin the cloud are you? O_O
lol Siberian is the only online customer lol j/k XD

Meh... I will message you the game later, don't want others to know and start some kind of gamer revolution.. lol j/k
It is online that's all I can say about that.

Megaman?! That's old school right up there with Sonic and Mario. O_O

You sound like you are doing well yourself.

 

[Wolf]

[video=youtube_share;TgK4CBsK-Yw]http://youtu.be/TgK4CBsK-Yw[/video]

this video has nothing to do with anything, only that it is definitely my favorite show, Xd <3
one of my favorite scenes, from my favorite mad scientist

 

[Wolf]

I forgive you,
I ask you to forgive me
for cursing you, and everyone
who has anything to do with you.

I bless you, with abundant blessings,
that your eyes will be opened to
the love of God, and that his light
would shine through the darkness,
and that he would stir a hope within you.
That you will be given peace, and wisdom,
to escape situations, and be given
strength. that instead of shame,
you will feel love and acceptance.

To know that you are accepted.

I speak a future and a hope into your life.

I hope one day you can forgive me,
for hurting you, for making you feel bad,
I'm sorry,

I'm in love with you, I love you,
and I will always be praying for you..
​

 

[Wolf]

There Will Be A Day
Lyrics by: Jeremy Camp

I try to hold onto this world
With everything I have
but I feel the weight of what it brings
and the hurt that tries to grab...

the many trials they seem to never end
but his word declares this truth
that we will enter in this rest
with wonders a new

but I hold onto this Hope
and the promise that he brings
that there will be a place with no more suffering
there will be a day

with no more tears
no more pain
and no more fears

there will be a day
when the burdens of this place
will be no more
We'll see Jesus face to face
but until that day,
we'll hold onto you always

I know the journey seems so long
you feel your walking on your own
but there has never been a step
where you've walked out all alone

Troubled soul don't lose your
heart cause joy and peace he brings
and the beauty that's in store
out weights the hurt of lifes sting
-
I can't wait until that day
when the very one I've lived for always
will wipe away the sorrow that I've faced
to touch the scars that rescued me
from a life of shame and misery
oh this is why, this is why i sing
-

[video=youtube_share;GpBuEuagZxE]http://youtu.be/GpBuEuagZxE[/video]​

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

There Will Be A Day
Lyrics by: Jeremy Camp

I try to hold onto this world
​

With everything I have
but I feel the weight of what it brings
and the hurt that tries to grab...

the many trials they seem to never end
but his word declares this truth
that we will enter in this rest
with wonders a new

but I hold onto this Hope
and the promise that he brings
that there will be a place with no more suffering
there will be a day

with no more tears
no more pain
and no more fears

there will be a day
when the burdens of this place
will be no more
We'll see Jesus face to face
but until that day,
we'll hold onto you always

I know the journey seems so long
you feel your walking on your own
but there has never been a step
where you've walked out all alone

Troubled soul don't lose your
heart cause joy and peace he brings
and the beauty that's in store
out weights the hurt of lifes sting
-
I can't wait until that day
when the very one I've lived for always
will wipe away the sorrow that I've faced
to touch the scars that rescued me
from a life of shame and misery
oh this is why, this is why i sing​

I think he sang this at the last Harvest Crusade I attended.

 

[Wolf]

I think he sang this at the last Harvest Crusade I attended.

Whoa! Where did you come from, just kind of snuck up on me there.

Yeah I love this song, its comforting, especially when I'm hurting, i hope if anyone else see's it they are comforted and encouraged too.

 

[Wolf]

[video=youtube_share;_-aE7zQTeEg]http://youtu.be/_-aE7zQTeEg[/video]

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

Been online for the last 3 hours or so. Work is slow at the moment (I think it will pick up soon now that tax season is over).

Know anybody that's in the market for a new laptop? Don't listen to ClickPop: they don't become mashed potato sculptures.

 

[Wolf]

Been online for the last 3 hours or so. Work is slow at the moment (I think it will pick up soon now that tax season is over).

Know anybody that's in the market for a new laptop? Don't listen to ClickPop: they don't become mashed potato sculptures.

admit it - you are addicted... lol

Where is PopClick...btw?
That's too bad, cause I'd buy that...that would be a pretty sweet deal to have something turn to food, I'm hungry for some pizza.. *tummy growls*
Go to it and invent that badboy! Hop to it.

 

[Wolf]

Been online for the last 3 hours or so. Work is slow at the moment (I think it will pick up soon now that tax season is over).

Know anybody that's in the market for a new laptop? Don't listen to ClickPop: they don't become mashed potato sculptures.

Is it me...or are you trying to sell me a computer. *looks to the right* .... * >.> then looks to the left* <.<
lol...I'd buy one, cause you're my friend *hugs* <3 X3

..if I had the money, I don't sadly I'm broke lol...I just bought an Ipad earlier, I bet you are selling the laptops for 400 aren't you?

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

lol...I'd buy one, cause you're my friend *hugs* <3 X3

Aaawww! <3

..if I had the money, I don't sadly I'm broke lol...I just bought an Ipad earlier...

...

I bet you are selling the laptops for 400 aren't you?

Depends. We cater to gamers most of all. I'm not actually a salesman, just tech support. But hey! Business needs revenue to thrive, so I'm throwing my weight around where I can. How are you liking your iPad? I'm considering one later on to familiarize myself more with iOS.

 

[Wolf]

Aaawww! <3



...

Depends. We cater to gamers most of all. I'm not actually a salesman, just tech support. But hey! Business needs revenue to thrive, so I'm throwing my weight around where I can. How are you liking your iPad? I'm considering one later on to familiarize myself more with iOS.

mornin star shine, the Earth says hello! ^___^
XD sorry I'm weird, just in a good mood today.

yes seriously, ...sorry, *bows head in shame*
but this was before you mentioned your laptops I didn't know

Well if they have an online site I could check out, I'd check it out.
I think I really do need a real gaming laptop, my online game keeps crashing the computer...lol
Its a windows Vista after all.

I'm loving my IPad, I finally feel like I am in the future XD haha...but seriously I do. O____O
I use it for music practice and ebooks. I am also taking vocal lessons, mainly for confidence sake.

well you sound like you make a great leader for your job,