A thread of Blain's Psalms

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Blain

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That is what is supposed to happen but now we have denominations. Its good that originally the gospel was one message and everyone was in agreement. I suppose their is some good in denominations, they are tailor made for our different levels of faith.
The thing is we are to be in Christ only he can unite and bring unity this is why I detest denominations it is just the enemies clever way of dividing the church for even Jesus himself said a kingdom divided cannot stand
 

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Tossing and turning in the sheets of my bed I wrestle with my thoughts.I seek the comfort of his warmth but am met with the cold of the night, I search for the light that he illuminates but recieve only the silent darkness around me. I pray to him in the silence of the dark and tremble inside from the fear of no reply.

I speak to him the the worry and fear I carry I express to him the chains of my sins. I fear of the shame I might see on his face were we to meet, I hesitate to speak for fret of his condemning words. But alas og Lord have you not said that you have cast my sins as a lightning bolt that streches from the east to west? Have you not in your love and your mercy dipped my cloth of being in the blood of the lamb? Amd I my precious father the sinner or the saint? Have I my kind fallen from your grace or elevated to your side?

I hurt in my soul and my spirit groans in shame and iniquity, my hands feel as if covered in filth and grime my eyes as if covered in mud and I weep in my curled up sheets from the excess of my stirring. But alas as a sudden flash I am in the spirit again in the place of hioliness I have traversed in the past.
Again I see my king before me yet I dare not move or look at him, I turn my face in shame and unworthy as I am I dare not even kneel before him. For how could one as filthy and unworthy as I taint his presence with my own? How could one such I shame him by gazing at his face? A single tear of shame and regret falls down my cheek as a hand begins to turn my head.

Slowly and gently, lovingly and with such care the king says to me look my child and see.
As I do only when my eyes meet his in only a sudden burst of light I am blind. My eyes cannot see my vision is black and I hear a voice say now listen.
A message I have for you and to give to my children for they like you see more than they hear. A message he speaks to me and as I listen a pen I feel in my hand. I laugh a bit as this method is once again his go to.

I listen and without seeing I write. To the church of seekers he speaks, I have treasured your hunger and your lust for me, I have delighted in your thirst and your sharing of your passion with my followers, but this I have to say to you, be wary of growing impatient and be cautious of trying to chase when you need to rest.
To the church of listeners he speaks, You have honored me in knowing and listening to my voice, your spirit has made my spirit spark with joy in your love of my words spoken to you but this I have to say to you, be wary of who you hear for my voice even well known can be mimicked, be cautious to what you allow in your heart for the devil appears as an angel of light.

To the church of the speakers, I am honored by your wise council and teaching of my church that I guard jealously, those who have known my truth and have spoken it have adorned for themselves treasures and honor, but this I say to you be wary of over teaching for a proper teacher must also be a student. Be cautious of pride for only God is all knowing.
To the church of encouragement I am delighted in your lifting of others, I hear the souls of the fallen sing in life and joy from your work. But this I have to say to you, be wary of in your lifting of others that you do not forget that you need this as well. For how can you give life to others if you have drained yourself of it?

To the church of the healers I relish in your passion for the sake of others, I am a constant in you and my hands have been directed to the wounded and broken because of your love for others, but this I have to say to you please do not think you can heal the world for some wounds are of my own desire to keep. Do not cause others to stumble because they do not walk in this gift as you do and be aware of the wounds you yourself carry for I hear the wounds crying.

To the church of my prayer warriors I have only this against you, in your prayers I have worked and have answered however you do not communicate with me enough. I treasure the time we share together in the still silent place and I love your willingness to pray for others but I wish you would not forget to speak with me as well.

And to my child whom I have given this message to speak be wary of self infliction for enemy knows your vital points, you fall and stumble yes but the filth you see and feel is but an illusion a lie.For I know your heart my child, I know and I hear your pain inside, I feel the bleeding you cause yourself by the eyes you see with. You have the love and care for others but neglect yourself, you are what I say you are and nothing you do will ever change that.
You pray so desperately for the healing of others hearts yet look at yours my child. See the scars look at the bruises, do you really think yourself unworthy of mending? Do you think I cannot hear your soul weeping?

How willing you are to speak my words I give you but you do not know how to listen to them, but I have heard your cries and I was there in the nights alone in your tears. For now all I ask is that you learn to listen and accept. Is it not you who always says the difference between hearing and listening?
And so my child I have blinded you so that you may hear me better without hinderence of sight.

As I feel the final stroke of the pen He hold me one last time and whispers in my ear, I know not what he had spoken only that at the proper moment they will be words of life to me and will reveal what I was blind in.
Absolutely BEAUTIFUL!!!

@Blain - God is speaking to you and through you to all of us!!!! I love every word!
 

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Let the sunshine glisten, allow the streams to flow unburdened, show the brilliance of the shining moon as she brightens the darkness of the night. Sing of birds of fortune, blow oh winds of stirring for a day of days is at hand. The fire that burns in the heart of the king, the light of which shines forth his magesty blinding as it is, the voice that calls just over the horizon speak the name of whom you have adored.

The name of all names and the Lord of all Lords. the lion and the lamb the mighty and the meek. For he himself has known and will speak, for he himself has bought and will covet. For the blood of the king a royal sacrafice has he given for his chosen ones.
A pouring he give them a title he grants, authority is theirs and sent forth have been called. Arise oh warriors of our Lord for your time is at hand, raise the shouts and the battle cries for the battle is here. The darkness has onslaught and the wicked have prevailed, the light in hearts of all is dimering and the tears of the battered overflow

A year has come of trouble and fear, a sickness abounds and the world enrages. The fires of war in the minds of the world a the prayers of the saints ascend. A power that comes a moving that nears, fear not beloveds for your struggles will fall, cry no more oh bruised and battered warriors for your prayers have been heard. An answer that comes swifter than the lightning, a fire that has risen in the hearts of his children. In sync are their spirits in ringing is their voice.

For in their souls they sense it, in their eyes they burn it, in their blood they surge it. A prophecy is given a promise to be kept. A mystery at hand and A walk now over. Hear the joy that uplifts in the heavens accept the scroll of your calling. For the time has come and is here even now that the king calls for arms. Fall oh you spirits of blood and wickedness for his army is ready, stagger solders of the fallen for you will soon fall. Walk in shame enemeis of the king for his children will push back, shout in anger of wicked ones for in his power they soon will walk.
An anointing will they recieve and in new light shall they conquer, in life and in power shall the come soon to meet you. A thunder you shall hear of the sound of his mighty ones a shiver down your spine will you quake. No more will you weaken their souls, no more shall you have influence over their hearts for they have been empowered by the one you have slain. Listen oh precious ones to the lords calling, for he is speaking and he is calling. Soon will you recieve the scroll of the call and near is the calling of your name. For you know full well what the spirit is speaking though you understand it not, for you see clearly what is at hand over the horizon though you conceive it not, and you hear the calling stirring inside though you express it not.

Listen To the voice inside that whispers for these things are not unknown, hear the calling that he presents to you beloved and accept it. As before an outpouring comes near and your arms are you called you take,
For very soon shall you walk in his power like never seen before
I gave you a surprised reaction, because it's the closest I could find to the WOW!!!! My mouth is hanging wide open at what is coming out of you!!! Glory to God!! I have found a GOLD MINE here!! WOWWWW!!! My spirit is just soaring with words I'm reading that are what have felt so so so quiet in me... because I have not had expression for this. Holy Spirit said through you... "for you know full well what the spirit is speaking though you understand it not...." This is what my heart has been expressing to the Lord, but I had no WORDS to it because it... it just doesn't make sense, but It MAKES SENSE!!! I keep crying out for vision and I know it?? But I don't know it?? My heart is just so soft before the Lord after reading this, and I feel known and seen by Jesus. Thank you for allowing God to work in you. I read your first post and then Lafftur's beautiful reply of encouragement... to "Do Another One"... soooo incredibly beautiful... My heart is just so moved. It's like she KNEW this was in you...2 years ago?! without knowing what it would look like. Christ in her, the hope of glory... KNEW and blew the winds of encouragement on the gift of God! I have been needing this, so... much. Your heart to encourage the church and speak over her, is SOOO amazing and lovely. Thank YOU! Thank You JESUS!!!
 

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I gave you a surprised reaction, because it's the closest I could find to the WOW!!!! My mouth is hanging wide open at what is coming out of you!!! Glory to God!! I have found a GOLD MINE here!! WOWWWW!!! My spirit is just soaring with words I'm reading that are what have felt so so so quiet in me... because I have not had expression for this. Holy Spirit said through you... "for you know full well what the spirit is speaking though you understand it not...." This is what my heart has been expressing to the Lord, but I had no WORDS to it because it... it just doesn't make sense, but It MAKES SENSE!!! I keep crying out for vision and I know it?? But I don't know it?? My heart is just so soft before the Lord after reading this, and I feel known and seen by Jesus. Thank you for allowing God to work in you. I read your first post and then Lafftur's beautiful reply of encouragement... to "Do Another One"... soooo incredibly beautiful... My heart is just so moved. It's like she KNEW this was in you...2 years ago?! without knowing what it would look like. Christ in her, the hope of glory... KNEW and blew the winds of encouragement on the gift of God! I have been needing this, so... much. Your heart to encourage the church and speak over her, is SOOO amazing and lovely. Thank YOU! Thank You JESUS!!!
This is exactly why I write them I have never known such joy as when he speaks through the writings he places on my hearts and does this exact thing for people. Most of the time I have no idea what I am saying XD
And yes it was actually lafftur who told me I needed to make a thread for my poems the spirit flows so deeply in her viens
When the lord gives me another to write I will be sure to let you know, I wish there was a way to give notifications when a new post is made on the thread I just usually tell people directly. But as I always say I cannot take any credit whatsoever I am just the pen he is the words
 

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Absolutely BEAUTIFUL!!!

@Blain - God is speaking to you and through you to all of us!!!! I love every word!
Had you not encouraged me to make this thread I doubt I would have made all these poems, you know me I have never had much self confidence
 

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Remember well my child the word I speak to your heart, the waters will rise and will overtake the world on it's feet for all who have not known me have placed their hope in the things of this world they cling to their money as their source of life and they build upon their homes for their safety
Watch therefore for a flood is looming and they know it not the raging waters shall consume and desatory and because many did not seek me and because many did not heed the warnings I have laid out in plain site many shall be lost.

Mothers will mourn and cry in anguish the bitter and soul splitting pain of such a loss shall sweep the nation, buildings and transportation of expensive design will in one split moment be lost and the world shall be plunged into utter darkness both in eyes view and in the heart. My heart aches and my eyes overflow in tears for I take no pleasure in these things yet because of an unbelieving generation and because the wickedness of the times these things muct come to pass.

But you have known me my children and have not placed your hope in the things of this world, do not fear and do not listen to those who warn you to stock up on food and water for these things that are perishable will not save you. worry not for the things you need for I am the provider, tremble not when you see these things that must come to pass for I am your God and shall uphold you.

It will not be long until these things come and it will be the warning to the world to repent but alas they will not, I speak these things to you not to trouble your hearts for these are not for my bride but to speak of hope for when these things come to pass you will know the time is near. I have heard the hearts of my bride eager and waiting with great expectancy, I have seen my children searching for a sign that I am near, I have felt the deep longing that my children have bleed but had not the words to express it.
But I know your heart my children I hear and see all that is there and that is spoken in words with no voice and a language deeper than the tongue.

For some they can sense it's nearness, they feel the spirit stirring inside and an awakening is in them, for some they search for a sign though I have given many they are not able to recieve it.

Therefore I have spoken what is to come ahead of time so that you may believe and when you see these things come to pass know that I am God and believe. You know this scripture but have not heard it's depths in your heart, you seek validation and you grow weary in waiting, the flame in your candle withers and grows then withers and grows again. It is for your benefit that I speak these things for you will recall these words and then shall your strength be renwed in full season, then shall you dance in the streets of your own home for you will see that my words never fail.

Mourn for the ones who are lost but dance in the joy of the promise. I promised my bride I would return for her and I have spoken through my prophets of the nearness of it. Recieve it or recieve it not for when what I have spoken is true for the world it will be terror but for you it shall be joy.
 

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Remember well my child the word I speak to your heart, the waters will rise and will overtake the world on it's feet for all who have not known me have placed their hope in the things of this world they cling to their money as their source of life and they build upon their homes for their safety
Watch therefore for a flood is looming and they know it not the raging waters shall consume and desatory and because many did not seek me and because many did not heed the warnings I have laid out in plain site many shall be lost.

Mothers will mourn and cry in anguish the bitter and soul splitting pain of such a loss shall sweep the nation, buildings and transportation of expensive design will in one split moment be lost and the world shall be plunged into utter darkness both in eyes view and in the heart. My heart aches and my eyes overflow in tears for I take no pleasure in these things yet because of an unbelieving generation and because the wickedness of the times these things muct come to pass.

But you have known me my children and have not placed your hope in the things of this world, do not fear and do not listen to those who warn you to stock up on food and water for these things that are perishable will not save you. worry not for the things you need for I am the provider, tremble not when you see these things that must come to pass for I am your God and shall uphold you.

It will not be long until these things come and it will be the warning to the world to repent but alas they will not, I speak these things to you not to trouble your hearts for these are not for my bride but to speak of hope for when these things come to pass you will know the time is near. I have heard the hearts of my bride eager and waiting with great expectancy, I have seen my children searching for a sign that I am near, I have felt the deep longing that my children have bleed but had not the words to express it.
But I know your heart my children I hear and see all that is there and that is spoken in words with no voice and a language deeper than the tongue.

For some they can sense it's nearness, they feel the spirit stirring inside and an awakening is in them, for some they search for a sign though I have given many they are not able to recieve it.

Therefore I have spoken what is to come ahead of time so that you may believe and when you see these things come to pass know that I am God and believe. You know this scripture but have not heard it's depths in your heart, you seek validation and you grow weary in waiting, the flame in your candle withers and grows then withers and grows again. It is for your benefit that I speak these things for you will recall these words and then shall your strength be renwed in full season, then shall you dance in the streets of your own home for you will see that my words never fail.

Mourn for the ones who are lost but dance in the joy of the promise. I promised my bride I would return for her and I have spoken through my prophets of the nearness of it. Recieve it or recieve it not for when what I have spoken is true for the world it will be terror but for you it shall be joy.
Amen, Blain! Look up! Our redemption draws near! :love:(y)
 

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Amen, Blain! Look up! Our redemption draws near! :love:(y)
I just hope that this really was from him I would not be able to live myself if I spoke of this and it was a false prophecy. I didn't even mean to write this I just asked God to give me words of life to speak I sure didn't expect to write about a coming disaster
 

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I just hope that this really was from him I would not be able to live myself if I spoke of this and it was a false prophecy. I didn't even mean to write this I just asked God to give me words of life to speak I sure didn't expect to write about a coming disaster
It was from Him. :love:(y)
 

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He is our provider, our hope is in Him! We will remember what He has spoken to our hearts. Lord, I pray for a deeper trust and eyes that see past the temporary. Help us to 'turn our eyes upon Jesus... look full into His wonderful face..." We do pray for our kids who don't know You or who are not walking with You. They are heavy on my heart tonight. I ask You to continue Your relentless pursuit, Lord, continue to be Light and speak Your truth over and over and over. I pray Jesus, You are at every turn... that they keep bumping into You, and can't get away from You. Lord, save their friends, save the ones who they look up to who also don't know you. Do a deep heart draw and let there be testimony after testimony of what a personal God You are, of redemption and changed lives. I pray for the ones who need to know how precious they are to You, who may have a view of You that is comparing you to a human who has failed them... God uniquely call these ones. Speak Your Psalm 139 love over them and bring them into true intimate relationship with You. In Jesus Name!

Thank you Blaine for faithfully writing and allowing God to birth His heart and truth through you. It's not an easy calling. Your obedience honors Him so much.
 

Blain

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He is our provider, our hope is in Him! We will remember what He has spoken to our hearts. Lord, I pray for a deeper trust and eyes that see past the temporary. Help us to 'turn our eyes upon Jesus... look full into His wonderful face..." We do pray for our kids who don't know You or who are not walking with You. They are heavy on my heart tonight. I ask You to continue Your relentless pursuit, Lord, continue to be Light and speak Your truth over and over and over. I pray Jesus, You are at every turn... that they keep bumping into You, and can't get away from You. Lord, save their friends, save the ones who they look up to who also don't know you. Do a deep heart draw and let there be testimony after testimony of what a personal God You are, of redemption and changed lives. I pray for the ones who need to know how precious they are to You, who may have a view of You that is comparing you to a human who has failed them... God uniquely call these ones. Speak Your Psalm 139 love over them and bring them into true intimate relationship with You. In Jesus Name!

Thank you Blaine for faithfully writing and allowing God to birth His heart and truth through you. It's not an easy calling. Your obedience honors Him so much.
That was an amazing prayer I could just feel the way you poured yourself into it we need prayer warriors like you.

And yeah this one in particular was hard for me I suppose if your called to speak his words you have to also be prepared to give a heavier set of words as well. I think I can better understand how moses felt he loved his brother even with being the tyrant he became he didn't want to speak what he did and was heavy on him
 

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That was an amazing prayer I could just feel the way you poured yourself into it we need prayer warriors like you.

And yeah this one in particular was hard for me I suppose if your called to speak his words you have to also be prepared to give a heavier set of words as well. I think I can better understand how moses felt he loved his brother even with being the tyrant he became he didn't want to speak what he did and was heavy on him

A word like this is so needed.
#1 it lines up with God's word. Jesus repeatedly spoke this word to His disciples and the church..about not letting our hearts be troubled, which is encouragement we all desperately need. This is a very hard leaning in to Him and trusting what we can't see. We trust Who He is. This relies on an intimate trust of our Savior, Redeemer, Deliverer. We are being called deeper, like the depths of the belly of the boat where Jesus slept in the midst of the storm. Here is the rest we need.
#2 It gives direction to our intercession.
#3 It reminds us of the urgency of the need for hearts to turn to Him.
#4 It reminds us of who God is and that He is true to His word, just, holy and the only way to be saved is through the blood of Jesus.

I am so thankful that God has strengthened you to have courage to share what He is speaking to you.
We are all deeply benefiting from God's movement through you, Blaine.
 

Blain

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A word like this is so needed.
#1 it lines up with God's word. Jesus repeatedly spoke this word to His disciples and the church..about not letting our hearts be troubled, which is encouragement we all desperately need. This is a very hard leaning in to Him and trusting what we can't see. We trust Who He is. This relies on an intimate trust of our Savior, Redeemer, Deliverer. We are being called deeper, like the depths of the belly of the boat where Jesus slept in the midst of the storm. Here is the rest we need.
#2 It gives direction to our intercession.
#3 It reminds us of the urgency of the need for hearts to turn to Him.
#4 It reminds us of who God is and that He is true to His word, just, holy and the only way to be saved is through the blood of Jesus.

I am so thankful that God has strengthened you to have courage to share what He is speaking to you.
We are all deeply benefiting from God's movement through you, Blaine.
Wow I never even considered all of that, now that I think it about all of which you said is exactly true. This time you were the one who encouraged me what you interpreted and gleaned from it puts my worries at ease Iam very grateful.
He actually has been speaking to me these past fews days and if he leads me to I will write another poem about it I sometimes hold off on writing what he says to kind of soak in it first.
 

Blain

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Part one, I had to break this up because it exceeds the word limit.

Let your hearts not be troubled for I am with you, let not your heart faint for I am your God. I sit and ponder on the words spoken to me in the deaf of the night, As I soak and meditate I can feel the itch of my pen.

The words of wisdom in the times of such distress feel so strongly in my heart as I know my body craves sleep but my spirit is alive.

The distress of the nations cry out for our Lord and the wails of fear and worry can be heard all the way to the very heights of the throne. A generation cries out for redemption, a people of all nations seek the peace they have once known. And so a word I give to you all who are in distress, look to the wonders of nature if you will see how within the raging storms of the world the trees still blossom their beauty, the flowers still shine forth their sweetness, the bees and the creatures of the sky continue on their ways as they were built to do.



Seek the wisdom of such as these for in them are his words and his spirit, soak with your hearts the message of such creatures for they have known what we do not understand.

The buzzing of the bee is not faltered by what goes on around him, the bee gathers the pollen and brings the hive it's labor and in turn the hive helps create the honey that is sweeter than honeydew.

In this same way take what may be gleaned and bring it to the church so that the church may in turn produce words that are sweet and satisfying to the soul.



Look at the birds and creatures of the air, though the world below strives in their petty chaos they pay no heed and continue to be free and soar through the winds of the skies.



For it is his glory to show his love with such little things for only the humble in heart will know them and by whom it was made known. Do you see how the tornado tears through the land and destroys all that comes near? but what resides in the center is stillness and peace. Be like the tornado in this way for though the world is in chaos you may have the inner stillness and peace. Take in what is good for the soul and throw off what is not, seek the things of the kingdom for in it your place is there, pay no heed to the troubles that surround you for were born for the waters of life.



This world has ravashed and inflicted burns and scarss in his children and the pain is not easy to ignore but in his waters is the soothing refreshment you seek, in his life is the hand that sows your stitches clean with no needle, taste the fruits of his love and enjoy the sweetness of it's juices, let the juices of pure delight run down from your lips and cover you for the juice is not sticky and will satisfy you.



For what is taken in is what comes out, come to the wwaters and drink let the refreshing taste bring life into your heart and drink to your fill, come and dine at the table of the king for the food is plenty and will bring your hunger to a still, for it will be as in the old days when man would dine with God and in his presence. The garden will rise from inside your inner being and will be established in your body. The deep green blades that are as silk on your feet will soon sprout and flourish without measure, the wonders and beauty of nature will surround you and leave you in disbelief.



Look dear child even with your minds eye the garden of haven where the weary and dry may come to drink the waters, where they may wash the wounds and the burns in it and be shown gleaming with life, where the fruits of every tree are more delicious than the last as you cannot help to try each and everyone, relish in the tatse of their juices as they fill you up as one who has not eaten for weeks and is starved.



When you are full and sated sith with me in the garden and in his presence, let us wonder in the majesty of his garden where we once were in the beginning. Do you realize it yet? can you tell? This garden will come about again for just as man was created in the garden you were always meant to come back. as I sit in the grass feeling it through my fingers I know I am seeing and experiencing all of this in the spirit for my body and mind are not here and yet as if I am here.



I speak to my beloved king for I wish to know if I can stay, my Lord replies to me did the son of man rise into the heaven in spirit alone or did his body also go with him? I feel my heart sink and my tears well up as I look down at the grass I so adore with a sense of missing it already. until I feel his arms embrace me and comfort me with him crying as well as if he can feel the depth of all I am feeling and lifts my head with a gentle smile saying to me you have known inside that I am coming and then will be glad you have waited for in your waiting and your eagerness to be here where your soul has always had affinity to your readiness has grown and thus will your joy.



I then ask him but Lord what of my sins? I have not done well and I fear of it, then king then again smiles at me almost as if trying to not laugh your are looking at your wounds again my children look at your skin what do you see?

I look and see how I am clean and healed and reply it is as if they were never there. Without a word he turns to the sunset that casts such a wonderous beauty over the land as if I knew the answer without him saying a word. I stare at him for a bit in wonder as he soaks in the glory of it all he is lost in such deep meditation taking in all of creation the gentle breeze that blos through his hair makes him look so majestic the eyes of my king are so deep like they could suck me in at any moment and i would be lost in them forever the peace on his face is just like the waters I drank and in the wind I hear a still small voice speaking though there are no words and I cannot understand what is being said but somehow I feel the peace and quiet inside and lay my head on his lap making a small happy sigh as i just lay there and fall asleep, but I stiop myself for I do not want to sleep and leave this place with him but he strokes my head gently and says do not worry my child rest and do not fear for I have more to show you.
 

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Part 2

And so in his lap I let myself drift into what feels like eternal bliss listening to his heart beat as I fade away into slumber.

I awake at night and instantly jump up in wonder my eyes are shining with excitement and my heart races in such joy, all around fireflies are flying among the flowers and the streams of water that flow through the land lamps are lit all over the area with paths to walk on and I see the ones before me walking in the paths and taking everything in as though they too have seen it for the first time though I know they have been here for a very long time in my world. I then look for my beloved and see he was beside me watching in glee at the small child he loves, with such affection he carries me as if my body were the sixze of an infant and I don't care I am loving this time with him for though I am a man my heart has always been this with him. I snuggle in his arms and look around at everything, I can see children playing with angels the absolute joy in their hearts excluding and poring out as golden light I see the firelies I have so adored dancing and playing in the same manner I see the way the lamps light up the night in perfect symphony with the night time I feel the coolness of the air that feels so refreshing on my skin



The streams make a beautiful gentle soun as the flow for eternity and creatures of all creation walk and play with everyone a lion I see is cuddling with a small boy who was always mistreated in life and therefore was cut from life early but his home was brought to him early in mercy and love not the hands that took what was never theirs.



I see a young girl playing with sheep and hugging their soft fluff and I see an elderly women who showed such wisdom and dignity in her life on earth and guided many to this place through her teaching and guiding on earth she sits among the babes she helped bring into this haven and listens to their stories that they did in her teaching, how much they missed her and were so happy to be with her again and more are yet to come.



I see the spirit who is flowing everywhere never in one place yet is, he sees me and playfully flows through my hair and gently strokes my under chin with great affection and I laugh as he does. We keep walking and I ask my kind but I thought there were mansions for everyone? I thought heaven would be more like a bright kingdom with treasures abound?



My king replies to me and they have it but some prefer to be here because like you they have the gentleness and tenderness of nature in them.



He and I sit on a bench together as we watch the children play and he says to me do you know why you are so attracted to nature and why I speak to you through it?

I made you a gentle soul, you are sensative and hate to hurt others even at the cost of your own pain. he picks up the flowers next to us and says you are like this flower you show the beauty and love of God naturally but are frail and can be easily hurt and broken and yet though your stem is broken the beauty of the petals does not stop.



He then picks up a handful of the grass and says you are like this grass, you show the life of god and the deep green of being well fed by water and sunlight but because of this people trample on you under their feets.



He then picks up a small cupped hand of water and says you are like the water in these streams, you show the serenity and stillness of the spirit but if exposed to to much of heat of the day you can be parched He then picks up a small baby bird nesting in the trees and says you are like this baby bird left alone without knowing the love of a mother, you want to fly but your mother hindered you kept you in the nest



As he sets the baby bird back it's mother he then says to me you are more like nature than you know and that is how I made you, you see what others cannot because like nature you do not like make obvious the secrets hidden only for the humble of heart, you are naturally gifted in speaking the hidden truths revealed to you but many do not know the gentleness and humility to see or understand it. Like nature you feel misunderstood as everyone passes you by and walks all over you, they have no regard to the simple quiet beaty of nature for God loves to hide the deeper things in the ways of the small and humble



My child you are at war with yourself because you have been fed lies and because you are frail and gentle you fear they are true and so it burdens you and causes you great distress and suffering you have a heart of love for others and for me and so you allow others to rample over you like this grass. However this is why only the humble in heart can see and know this about you, he points to everyone around still playing and says do you know why these souls love this place instead of their mansions and treasures in my kingdom?



I replied no but please tell me. he says to me they choose to reside here because though they have recieved all I have promised like you what they truly treasured was my heart and the very depths of it. they like you love the stillness of my waters and the beauty of that stiltness, they like you love the way the wind blows and it is as if they sense me in it, they like you see and adore the simple beauty that resides in nature. He looks to me and says nature is one of my fathers most proud creation because it speaks of him more than anything, it is the simple humble wonder and beauty within that he treasures more than glory more than honor more than power more than anything else people have come to know of him he uses nature to show the true nature of himself.
 

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I am so thankful for the depth God has given you to feel, understand and make known God communicating with His Children and all of Creation.

God is so aware of all our pain, joy and everything in between. There is nothing we feel that He does not understand.

He yearns for us to understand His pain, joy and all in between......if we could understand, it would heal us because we would know the Truth and the Truth would set us free from our pain.....:cry::love:(y)
 

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I am so thankful for the depth God has given you to feel, understand and make known God communicating with His Children and all of Creation.

God is so aware of all our pain, joy and everything in between. There is nothing we feel that He does not understand.

He yearns for us to understand His pain, joy and all in between......if we could understand, it would heal us because we would know the Truth and the Truth would set us free from our pain.....:cry::love:(y)
Yeah I was thinking of the scars today on my walk that Jesus had to have and all the pain he had to go through I was about to break down crying but said No I will not cry I will prove those scars were not for nothing.

I am not sure if I want to know the pain he had to go through, I think it would really make me just shatter inside but at the same time I would know what he wnet through for all of us and just how deep his love really is.

I didn't even mean to experience all of this I began writing and it seemed like it was going to giving peace to others and then suddenly I was in that place and just wrote what I was seeing it was one of those times when I feel like my body is here typing but my spirit isn't maybe that is why when I asked him if I could stay he asked me if the son of man ascending to heaven in spirit alone.

You know that point where I am just looking at him observe and take in all of creation? it was as if even though he has known it all the entire time the depth of it all and wonder of it all never once lessened like it was eternal even for him
 
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Pr 27:21
The crucible is for silver and the furnace for gold, And each is tested by the praise accorded him.
 

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Pr 27:21
The crucible is for silver and the furnace for gold, And each is tested by the praise accorded him.
And when the dross is gone, only pure silver and gold remain.

Yet, we are not the Refiner but the gold and silver in His Hands.

There is a Fire Baptism in which our love for God is tested.