Alive after a long time dead lol. Praise God!
What is your best feeling in the world?
I am exhausted, I have lots of things to do, I have to come home late at night due to some issues, my friends just use me to get good marks, depression suddenly strikes and makes me sob uncontrollably, I feel like I just want to cry and scream at everything. Nothing feels right and it seems that I am not good enough for this world. I then sit in the corner, wanting to disappear....
but then, realisation hits me. God is there. He is holding me, He is hugging me and giving me comfort. He is protecting me, and I know that i can trust Him. I can rely on Him and I can believe that He plans the best thing for me.
I start to smile, feeling peaceful and full of spirit. The sadness, stress, frustration are long gone. I know that I am going to face this. God is holding my hand and with His help, i am going to get through this.
(that happens several times so i use present tense lol)