Thanks btw. Life has made me very thick skinned. When no one shows care, u learn to focus less on others words. I try assume that there is good intentions in hearts. Im not great with words myself.
I am buying some books in a week or two, if you actually have suggestion on topic. I expect a suggestion the day after I have bought them. But no worries, will buy some after that too. Suggestions that are books that is 180 on the topic could be purchased as christmas presents to some atheists I know. I will be buying 1-10 presents to atheists this year. I need those suggestions before december, not doing the stressful rushing around buying gifts without a thought or care the last days before christmas. That would destroy christmas. December is holy.