Romans 3:23 - For ALL have sinned and come short of the glory of God.
The strife of two natures (Jekyll and Hyde)
Romans 7:15 - I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.
John 14:6 - Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.
Eph 2:8-9 - For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast
No one is perfect, gloriously forgiven, we strive everyday, we all fight temptations in our lives. It is how we handle those temptations, remember it is not a sin to be tempted, it is a sin when we give into that temptation.
I would encourage you to read the book of Romans, take a month and read it, re-read it, you find new and encouraging words everytime you read it.
I pray for your strength, sober minded to see the lion who seeks to destroy you that you may find refuge and strength through the shed blood of our savior, Jesus the Christ. Amen